I wont say it again. But i dont mind repeating as many times as i can so that my words really got into you :)
" Finally, sin. . you have done it :)
You finally fight for what you want. ."
What's more that you want me to say or do?
I already said so much yesterday. I wont simply said words that i dont mean.
I am always careful with my words.
It is not that i purposely said words to hurt you yesterday. But did you realize i had the same pain when you asked me to delete all your messages?
Feel from my words.I mean every single of them. You made me clear of what i want. Doubt me no more, ok?
I ran and i ran so much today . .while i am trying to clear you off my mind.
And how successful i am . do you think? Zero. You remained :)
For all those that i have missed, i just dont want to miss anymore. Also I dont want you to go anymore.
Can you come to me? That is if you want to. Anytime. I am here, always :)
It's your turn now. I had mine's . I will selfishly advance. And i think i will continue to.
Yes. i dont know you. But i would want to know you more :)
I wont block you away anymore.
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My leg felt so like jelly and there's a time when my machine-mode is on while i was playing badminton. Flick as hard as i could. Aim the shuttle. Forget my legs. Forget my arms. Forget my tiring eyes. I gave myself fake promises. That's how i learn my patience and my not-giving-up attitude.
And yea that's how i injured my leg ==
Till i nearly blackout today. . cos i havent eat anything since 9 in morning ==
不能放下吗? 真的要放弃？( LJ)
He told me that there is a difference between these two. Give up is more cruel. Yet i chose that. Cos to me, letting you go is much more cruel to myself.
He told me that what if he forced me to do let go and be friends?
" When i cant even forced myself to.
How can you? . . . "
I want so much to go over to you
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