Blackouts :(

I'm having blackouts like twice already !!

Yesterday and just now inside my room when i got up from my bed to grab some stuff !! Lucky both happened when i was at home.

It is like when you are concentrating or looking at something for too long, you suddenly feel like things darkening by the side then blurring of images. Till i had to fall myself to the floor cos sudden lost of balance.

What the heck happen? I just did my eye check. Left eye health worsen. Overall okay except my eye pressure remains at the higher end.

Will i lose my eye sight? :(

I miss you

At first I wanted to wear the red collared shirt that huiwen gave me for my birthday present to go for my presentation.. in the end, it feels .... I don't know how is it feel..but not a gud feeling.. to wear red somehow.

I miss your voice. If I could pay any amount to hear ur voice again in the phone, dad... somehow I just missed you very much :(

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May the 20th, 2012 ~

I am so glad that my mum visited me :)

Did talked to mum about my future study plans. And she is fine with it. Every time i hug my mother, i feel like crying. Oh God pls keep her healthy and cheerful as always !!

Hmmm... it was rather hard not to work at Spice somehow. Not used to !! lol.. I had to go back afterall. It was a happy working environment :)

A side-track for me from my fyps, studies, etc etc.... Stressful but used to it somehow :)

Finally, my brother will be coming back tmr from his honeymoon!! It was not easy to care for a family. Especially when my sister is not around to help me. They fall sick easily. It was rather worrying and helpless to see them suffer at nights. Tiring !!

Mum came at the right time when my faith is losing..when u feel lost and don't know wht to do onwards..My studies, work and all... Pieces all seem to break apart. It is always the hardest when you have to pick back right up after you fall. Things fail. Things don't always happen the way you want them to be..Life is about moving forward with each blows you are going to get !!! Not how hard you can take from a blow !!

I love my mum very much :)

I will not make my mum worry. And you just worsen it by posting something up at fb. You never thought of my feelings. Really. Did you think of her feelings ? She feels helpless not being able to be there for us ?

I have no more energy left

I miss my brother's massage :(

Sony VGN-CS26G & Drivers IDs

Base System Device ( hardware id end with ...1180 ) is Card reader.. I think i can find this under storage. If cannot find at drivers.

PCI\VEN_1002 ......... Graphic (ATI/AMD Mobility Radeon HD 5430 - from my com)

PCI\VEN_8086....is from Intel de but got graphic, audio...

Chipset is south bridge or north bridge on motherboard controller. Once it is installed, you can view from System Devices.

Still have alot more to learn from drivers but today's SOny incident spark me up on drivers. Cos you cannot really depend on someone to be able to teach you. They won't be free or so. Or to remind you. You have to take up the initiative to go ask and learn on your own.

I shall learn and find out more :)

Spice is a good place to learn and i am going to make use of it besides earning $$$ !!!!

Let's aim to learn one new thing at SPICE per day or week !! But STUDY still rank first !!

I hate computers by the way... T.T