Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Jia yo !!!

Hey, copy cat !!

Thanks for sharing and letting me know . . .
I really appreciate it ... and don't be afraid about talking and thinking too much.
I would like to listen to you and understand you more. And at the same time, i am really glad that you are here listening to me as well. I will share more with you next time okay? I felt that you want to talk. SO i listened. I know it's unfair. LOL

But thanks ^^

Don't worry. It's always a mutual thing. I feel the same. Just that you had my words in your mouth ... and i will keep my promises =)

Thanks for being there. I really appreciate it.

I will do well in my studies. And i will soar high !

p/s : Your back pain will recover... It will !!! And just be yourself =)



Let time tells

Monday, May 23, 2011

Heart Body SOul . .

When you're in pain . . . your eyes will tear
When you're sleepy . . .your body will auto shut down

My mind does help a lot when in comes to deleting unfavorable past or thoughts . .

Why so down , today? I wonder. .
What am i tired of ??


I am who i am
And i am proud of it !!!!

Sunday, May 22, 2011

Tired

It was really tired sometimes. . That's why i'd rather go empty. . i go machine.
It was painful to feel. I dont dare to. I dont want to feel anything.

It was a great release last night. . When you ask me which part pressures me the most.
I cant even find the answer out myself. I dont even know. Too weak. . I've still have a damn long way to go . How am i supposed to cope when i cant even handle things like this. But really glad that you understood. You were there. And it was the greatest comfort for me. Thanks =)

It was really fucking tired . . fucking tired when you have to tell yourself "I can do it" while you feel so damn torn inside.
It was another really fucking tired and fucking pain when you have to tell yourself : "You cannot." no matter how much you crave, yearn and long inside.


I have to wake up
when i don't want to

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Yue . .moon =)

Have you ever feel.. so attracted to the moon until you don't feel like doing anything . .to just find a comfortable and nice spot to watch over the beautiful her? To get nearer to her?

When you look forward. But you are more afraid... when the time comes, you're afraid to enjoy it fully..when will be the next ? Will her be the same? Is it the last time you can see her this way?

The moon has a mysterious power on me . . .


Make me stronger


Dont be sad, ok ? =)

Things will be alright !
How much i want, to turn both of us into a non-Agliophobian !!!


I feel it too

Saturday, May 14, 2011

Up in the middle of night . . .

Haha . . How long has it been . .

When i shiver like mad all of the sudden in the middle of the night . I can't control my cold body to stop shaking. Breathing doesn't came easy for me. My heart felt like jumping out. It took me like 2 hours to stabilize . LOL

I've had this just a year and a half back in Malaysia, in KM's house. She will have to fold me into many layers of blankets and laid on top of me to stop me shaking like mad.
This time, my left lower back stung me. Then my whole upper back just went and dragged me down again. Not as bad as that time. But plus the cold. It was undeniably uncomfortable . . . Is it really okay to complain so much? As in i have not complained so much in my life before. Not even those days back in my childhood. Where we accept things as they are. We endured. We changed our mindset when things went the other way we want them to be.

It was considered good that the baby didnt wake up. XD

Things pilling up or shall i say never ending. . But learning is fun !!!! Enjoy study, sw ^^

God doesn't want us to be extraordinary .
HE wants us to do and handle things extraordinarily well =)

I feel like eating sushi, pizzas, big burgers, tubs of choco mint ice creams, mochi , fried chicken cutlet, piping hot redbean bun !!!


hungry D:
eth wahrtm & comrtof


Tuesday, May 10, 2011

WHY all POP QUIZes and TEST all come TOGETHER at the same time !!!!
ALL THIS THURSDAY !!!

Ah . . . . FML =(


"All izz well, touch heart*


OMG T_T
eth ureg . .

Monday, May 9, 2011

Digital Photography XD




Compostion is the placement of subject within the frame usually pleasing the picture . .

The rule of composition :

  • The Triangle
~ not for buildings, stands for stability . .

  • Frame Within Frame
~ good for landscape or urban shot ; have at least two sides lines . .


  • Leading Lines
~ lead your attention to your subject ; invites viewer to your subject- roads, fencing . .




  • The Circle
~ shows unity . .



  • Rythym
~ repetition of form and shape to create interest . .



  • Negative space
~ small portion only taken up by the subject ; a " less-is-more approach" ; good for magazine covers



Visual element
  • Lines ( diagonal, S curve,diminishing points )
  • Tones ( different shade of light )
  • Form ( 3 dimensional feel )
  • Shape ( outline of a subject *back lit situation )
  • Texture ( shows the undulating surfaces *side-lit situation )
  • Pattern ( repetition of lines and shape )
  • Juxtaposition ( different in size, color, age, height, and weight etc)


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Above was what i have learnt today =)
When i come out of the classroom, All i see was all these lines and composures. . i can imagine my frames and all. .I just don't know the correct technique and all. . I can picture them in one blink of my eye =)

Hmmm . I think i will get myself a camera with my first pay !!!

I have a lot to keep in my mind T__T
My group always think i am a angel or god. . Gave me such little time to finish the stack within the due dates . . >_<"

Pro e exam coming up next week !
Jap quiz coming up this thursday !
Case studies 1 due this wednesday !
Material Science case study due this thursday !
Submit in 6 pictures next monday !

"All izz well ~ touch heart*

i ask, because i want . .
i didn't ask, doesn't mean i don't want . .
Yea. . I do not want to "want" anymore . . .


under the moon
i pray . .

Sunday, May 8, 2011

OMG . . i really shouldn't see you there . . . Ouch =(

All is well ~ =)

Hmm . . . study and learn for the joy of it. ^^ Is it not too ideal for me?
The world is a harsh one. . .
That's why i dun think so much of my future. Why make your life harder to think about it?
Enjoy the present. Appreciate present. Cos your present will become your past. That what's make future also. .


" You can trick your heart. Touch it and say: All is well . . " when things get rough. =)

JIAYO, SW !!!

Thursday, May 5, 2011

T_______________T

I am very stressed . . and when i do , my back stings me. f. .

It took me like a hundred times more effort to understand Pro e Wildfire than the guys in my class. Is it because that i didn't play with robots or any IQ blocks when i was small??

Let's list it down. I cannot contain them anymore. .

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

- Organic Chem Reaction Mechanism ( tut 1, 2, 3 , 4 due tomorrow!!!!! ) - DONE

- Marketing notes . .shall i continue doing notes for this? Or should i change my study style for this? ( two case studies due in two weeks time )

- Product Design & Development ( fuck the pro e wildfire ) - Exam in two weeks time!!!! ****

- Product Oragnization and Fabrication ( i understand only a little. . T__T and lab report)

- Material Science ( case study and lab Report due in june )

- Engineering Maths ( tut 4 )

- Jap quiz next week!!!! ****

- Dip plus marketing ( cA1 due in three weeks time)


Back , be good ok? Don't attack me till i have done half of it. T______T

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Ah man . . . I don't know why too . .
Why food can no longer get me high ??
No longer can lift up my spirits . . .

I am so tired today . . .


Sunday, May 1, 2011

Cool ! =D




Guys, beware. . Don't simply say this out unless you really meant it. .
Girls, beware . . Don't simply take this for granted when a guy tell u this . .




Love takes a lot of forms. . shapes and colors. So, don't let it blur you out !!

6 main core modules . . GEMS . . Business Dip Plus . .JAP . . plus work . . =="
I am just so dead this semester !!!

But all this wont bring the mighty Sine DOWN !!!! - ( pronounced as 'sy-aant' in hebrew - i checked it up !! nice name XD)

Ah . . I missed the temple's peaceful chimes. .


miss you popo, !!!
Are you doing good?