from neck all the way to back

Omg.. I've never pain till the lower before...I feel my lower back pulling even when I am lying down!! :(
My neck all the way to my back.. so uncomfy... Really sad that I can't go celebrate sinee's bday tmr.. wanted to enjoy alittle before my papers. At least catching up with the others and eating with them... I don't want to work.. but I am a responsible person. I forgot to inform early :(
Hate it that I need to work during study times!!!

I don't want to think bout my long day tmr till 9pm.. good night

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铁观音 reminds me of my dad :)

He drinks this everyday.

Fun time passes fast !!

Hmmm.... Did had some fun and relax time with my classmates today :)

The roller coaster rides were awesome!! Trilling ! Since it was my first roller coaster rides...

I prefer bungee jumping or sky diving though :) The scenery and the real experience would be much more nicer !! I don't really like the dark rides >< ... too dark !! D;

My head still spinning from the rides..

Walked the whole day today... Back super uncomfy till i skipped my dinner with them. I went straight home and made myself some hot Horlicks and some tea to do my report instead ><

Heartbeat fasts due to the teas...But no choice.. I need the concentration and the power flow into my brain!! :(

My back is super uncomfy :( I can feel the muscle pulling from my neck all the way from my back on my way back from Sentosa...Haiz... This semester coming to an end and everything just come in one go.. Everything so packed.. Breathe, SW !!!

26 July : Dip Plus Presentation !!

31 July : SimTech presentation !!

1 August : Business For New Venture Presentation

6 August : Gems Paper!!!

8 August : Business report due !!!

14 August : Business and Dip plus Finance Paper together on the same day !! Fuck !! :(

21 August : Nanotech Paper !!!

23 August : Coating & Adhesives Paper !!!

28 August :Biomaterial Paper !!!

I have a total of 6 papers this semester !!! The last paper always drags !!! 5 days gap !! D;

During the holidays, will be all about FYPs and university applications !!! Mum's birthday coming soon too !!

Omg... Time flies :(

Pray ...

I went to pray and i heard voices in my head after i reached home.

" Things rebound twice the more you withhold..."

An advice? A message? I don't know. But i was just washing my face that time when i heard this.. Weird and somehow scary.. T.T

I prayed differently this time. There's no right or wrong way of praying i guess...

But in the end, may be all well for everyone !! :)

One more assignment and let's concentrate on my studies !! I shopped alot for ppl's de bday present today. Heartpain sia.. Dun dare to see my account after this wed :(

Home alone !!! and I am blogging with soft musics after brewing a cup of tea for myself !! Very calming... :) I like the smell of the tea leaves :)

Back pain :(

Lost

I got it from my friend that physical can never make up for emotional lost.. It is hard to be rational for something that is isnt. Thank you for being there for me, Joy :)

Have patience with everything unresolved in your heart

and to try to love the questions themselves

as if they were locked rooms or books

written in a foreign language.

Don't search for the answers,

which could not be given to you now,

because you would not be able to live them.

And the point is to live everything.

Live the questions now.

Someday, in the future, you will gradually,

without even noticing it, live your way into the answers.

私を作ることを忘れてください。

@#$%^!#$

Haiz... My brain really getting worse... It's getting scarier now.. :(

- I was about to take money out. I thought i did. In the end i never.

- I did have some images in my brain that i saw my phone charger lying around. But somehow, it wasnt in my bag now anymore :(

- I left my cup of water on the table. But i had images that i left it on the floor beside my bed.

- I had myself wanting to write something down but need to refer to my phone's memo. I held up my phone and put it back down without doing anything else.

That's how i get lost always... That's how i nearly lost my laptop and my stuffs...

And the cycle goes over again.. :(

The meet up :)

Hmmm... Her hand is still warm and comfy to me.. Haha !! She told me my hands still the same!!! Always cold !!! Our bond shared was rather strong i guessed. My feelings for her was real those days. She passed me back my old clothes. I was shocked that she kept it for three years!! All the best to you okay? :)

Wanted so much to stay over but i never... I felt tired all over and my back's breaking.. :(

Things gonna get tough..I have two papers on the same day. One after the other for business!!! DAmn it!! Why clash!! D;

Let's rest more and complete my assignments soon !!! So that i can study and focus on my revisions :)

Let's bulk up and not complain!! SW JiAyoU !!!

I always

love hard :)

bloggin beside mum :)

I am the most vulnerable when I am with the ppl I am close with.. I told myself not to cry in front of mum but in the end...tears just flow :(  Cos mum is finally here... and it's like I am having alot... facing alot in my mind and my heart. I dont have to say much.. I know mum understands :)

My back dont feel comfy these day..My throat doesn't feel good now and I feel like having fever.. Haiz..fml!!

I pray hard that I can find my com next Monday. I really don't dare to think so much now..

Let's just enjoy tmr!!! :) 

                                I need motivation
                                                     badly

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So uncomfy....

The more i type..or sit straight on my chair... I can feel the muscle or nerve pulling :(

Straight from my neck, shoulder to my back !! Ouch :(

I have alot of reports to do :( I have not yet started my revisions for exams too... My dip plus is so dead... Not a good time to pain !!!

back pain pain D;

Back fucking pain today.. Mensus made it worst I guess... even I am lying down now. Haiz.. pain to a point my tears nearly out this morning.. so sudden.. throbbing and lasting de pain...omg.. my back is so pain!! :(

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Pathetic... :(

Wtf... it is almost 4am again..my body was resting...cos my eyelids are really heavy but what is my mind thinking?? :(

why my soul is so unpeace? My happiness is so drained up lately....gotta stock up rochers.. lol...

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....... Back uncomfy :(

I wanna swim ....

Body fucking tired... mensus coming? I sleep better these days.. I wonder if it's due to mensus coming.. Once a month, but i hate the mood swings and the emo part of it. That's why i always want to find out from my cheerful friends if they have the same thing during their pms... lol

Should i go swim or run today?

Legs feel jelly from the long nine hours of work for the past two days.. back feels breaking..fucking tired. I hate it. I hate to work during school. I hate it that i need the money. I need to save for my further studies. At the same time, i don't want to miss out catching up with my friends. Some opportunities and moments you cannot rewind. I would at least want to join my class outing before i graduate. And they suggested USS ... So ex :(

My body heart and soul is so tired...But i want to swim.. I prefer swimming nowadays. Being inside the waters feel nice :)

hey

I will be back,okay? :)

I don't want you to see this side of me very much. I just want to remain as a happy and cheerful ShanWen to ya :) Fulfill this simple wish of mine okay?

Ignore my sister. I told you many times liao. I am tired explaining and making her to see things the way i see. We are different :) Take care and yes i hope for the best for your check up and upon completing your tasks!!!

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