My return to hometown

Hmm this trip home didn't meant much for me.. The birthday celebration was a disaster. I not used to be a mc or entertainer in front of so many ppl. Sucky I think. Total of almost 200 ppl. But dead tired. My house was filled with ppl and I had to walk alot, carrying stuff and have to walk from my hse to my grandma's hse. But I did have a lot of good food! ;D

Hmmm I did think about my grandma and my dad too. Where they used to be able to participate in these events too.  I Did helped mum massage her leg. Omg. Swollen shit. Both legs.She never massage ever since she fell that day at my sg house :(( haiz

But then. These times are good times for me to think and figure out. What do I want? Where do I want to be? Where do I want to go? What will happen after my graduation? No one knows.

Or mayb I am just getting lazy. Or too afraid to get out of my comfort zone.

Damn boring at home. Somehow. I wanna go swim. I wanna go watch movie too. Holidays ending. School starting soon :(

Why

50 things about me ! :)

1. I like my name alot. ( It reminds me of my parents when they name me :)  )

2. I drink at least 2L of water per day. I can survive without food but not water.

3. I love nightwalks. Although i am afraid of the dark.

4. I dont really like make ups.

5. I like to jog and swim. ( But i like the waters more. Till i found my enjoyment back  :) )

6. I seldom sleep alone. Almost never. Only once.

7. I have no favourite color.

8. I am a very easy going ppl.

9. I seldom say No.

10. I do not have a good childhood.

11. I love to smile and laugh so as to make someone's day..

12. I can be a very emo person. ( and I hate that to the max!!! )

13. I am easily touched. But i touched other ppl's heart more.

14. I like to talk and make ppl talk too.

15. I like to look up alot. Be it the clouds, winds, greens. stars and moon. I love them all :)

16. I dont really like seafoods. No prawns.

17. I love to eat jap foods! :D

18. I love ferrero rochers. They have special meanings to me.

19. I love grass jelly too. I wont sick of it even if i eat them everyday.

20. I dont like judging or commenting on someone. They are who they are.

21. 21 is my changing year. Of my life.

22. I still do not know what i want in my life.

23. I like the smell of the coffee or baking in the morning.

24. I like to teach. That's probably what i wanna do in future :)

25. I have worked as a waitress at Regent Hotel.

26. I know how to operate a dialysis machine.

27. I am a class monitor for three years since Sec 3.

28. I love my sec sch Maths teacher. She inspired me to be one :)

29. I have few friends that really know me.

30. My first job is an IT job in sch. I have meet alot of great ppls :)

31. I do not like to waste time. Or do nothing most of my day.

32. I do not like to zzz till too late.

33. I was always locked up (Is this a proper word?) at home till I am out in Sg.

34. I have been wearing spectacles since i am like 6 years old.

35. I have never been to any kindergarten.

36. I have alot of mothers . My real one. And all my aunties. I owe my life to them :)

37. I do not really wear a skirt till i am 20 ( besides my sch uniform ).

38. My best achievement in life, is that i went through A levels.

39. I do not like to be informed later.

40. I do not like half-ended conversation. Not without proper goodbyes or good nights ( I will worry somehow)

41. I like to help people massage :)

42. I dont believe in best friends in the opposite genders.

43. I like to eat watermelons and honeydews :D

44. I love my siblings and MY MUM!! :)

45. I am waiting for someone :)

46. I have only used black pens since sec sch.

47. I love to read books.

48. I love musics but not too Rock ><

49. I like to snap my fingers when i open a door except for those push or pull ones. A little habit of mine. LOL.. Since small, i practice open sesame*

50. I drink water the first thing when i felt angry. If you guys did realize.

Year 2013 ... :/

Hmmm... Time flies. Seriously too fast. I felt as if a hell lot happened this year. Itp. My first exposure to what i would really be doing in future in the industry. And i dont like it :(

I still do not know what i really want to do. And i have not much time to think !! I am graduating soon and my student pass gonna expire !! God!! Why am i always so directionless?? In life and in my real life too !! :(

Although there're alot of badness in the year 2012, there's alot of goodness in it too. I met with alot of people and alot of wonderful memories have been made. Alot of interesting movie screenings for the day i die :) Nothing's perfect. I accepted that fact long ago. I do hope the year 2013 will b a good one for me, my family and friends as well ! For the year 2013, I hope i will know the ending from the path that might led me to :) I hope i would be either studying or working happily. I hope i will find a start off point in my life. To success. Or to enrich my life more. I hope i can save alot more $$$!! My account has not been increasing up lately T.T Had been pampering myself too much !! Plus it's a December month!! Means "presents" month!! D:

Anyway, I did enjoyed it very much. This holiday. Felt the best for me :) I worked much lesser. I spent alot of time with friends. Compared to money, I find time more valuable. Cos with time, memories can be made. To me, memories and moments are the most valuable thing. So i rather sacrifice money in exchange for all of that :)   

May 2013 be a GOOD year for me and for all the people that i held dear !! Let's have a good kick start!!! So that, may it start and ends well !! :) 

Goodbye 2012 and hello 2013 in 6 days !!