What kind of person are you? What feelings do you give out? What impression you give others when they first interact with you? Or how would they feel when they got along with you longer? When are you wearing a mask or when you are not?
I can't see . . myself =(
But if i am seeing it in another way, I am searching for self-identity. I hope it is normal for this (my) phase of life ..
I nearly lose it. I dont want to say words to hurt you when you meant well. I respect you. Do you really think that i have no temper? At all? How does a ReAL NO sound like? I dont want to be like my sis . . Her NO is selfish, though not self-less. .Hurtful but able to convey her message. She won't even need to feel sorry for herself.
But i am figuring hard. Learning the hard way on how to say NO. Even to myself.
But i have to learn fast. And right ! Things wont stop for you. The world continues to spin and the life goes on.
So . . when i lose myself again. I must learn how to breathe. Breathe. Internalize. At least have a song's time :)
Breathe and search for my soul.
The right place for myself
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