It has been two months i started uni... They keep saying it's far more different and I prepared my mindset where things will b much more like A levels... Getting hard to cope and catch up and all..
It was tiring.. Energy draining. With every paper i took.. After the paper, I feel my brain and body energy was drained away. Uni is really tough. I have had my Continual Assessments (CA) and left with one more to go. It was my first time having exams at uni. Their test seems to be small but their weightage is far too much to screw with the paper. :( All so tough !!! :(
Or is it that i had it too easy for my past education systems at Malaysia and Singapore?
Two killer modules for me. Thermodynamics and Mechanics of Materials.. While both my friends seem to be coping okay with it. I find it really too tough for me to understand. It was stressed for me when both of them aim to graduate with a good degree ( upper class cert ) . As for how I am doing now, I think i can only pass with a normal degree. Haiz. I do not like to compare myself with others. But i really hope others don't put me together with them and judge me.. Till i really feel myself sux at it... Sux at studying.. :(
With each paper I have had, it really drag down my morale.. Haiz..
Uni is too tough for me. It didn't manage to motivate me to go sch every morning to grab the knowledge learnt. Like how a school shud be. But Mostly, i go for the degree paper. And i keep telling myself, awhile more to go...
Anyway, I have had a good run in ages!!! 5km plus. That is something !! I didn't know i can go that far too..
But tired..
I'm tired at almost everything...