A little while more!!!

Eyes so pain till I had problems opening them up. Should b swollen.. Haiz. I miss you, dad. I miss mum too. I felt so empty and terrible for the past two days ever since mum left. And I was all alone inside my room. Emotions and deep feelings filled me in. I wasnt strong enough to block or divert them this time.

It is when u can see if you've had any true friends beside u at all. Unfortunately, I think I have none at this point of time. That is why I always let my friends know. I will b there if u need me. U always have me. No matter what happens, remember I am here. I hugged my friends tight, cos I know sometimes I couldn't really b there for them always. And I am sorry for it. Sorry that i couldnt be there for the times that you needed me. And I couldnt be there for you anymore.

Sometimes I just hope someone could just hug me tight and tell me that Everything is going be alright. Just alittle while more. So hang on. How much i wanted to just hug someone tight and just cry!! :(

I managed to fall aslept at 8 plus.. oh gosh.. eyes so pain..sorethroat too..My lips always so pain when i am heaty.. So red and it feels like bleeding. I shud go back to sleep again...I cannot fall sick!!! Napha is just this friday!! D;

My tired soul

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Can i have a bowl of noodle with my father? :(

I will be away

Goodbye

Goodbye.

I am letting go. I wont think about it anymore. And i hope you would do the same to. You brought along my feelings with you this time. And i know i will miss you. Very much  :)

Thank you for everything. All the while :) 

Sorry 

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The taste of my own actions. All the hurt and disappointment in myself. All hit me hard. And It is really time for me to grow up. I hope things will be alright again. For people that I have hurt.
I learnt from it. And I guessed there is a lot more of things I have to learn.

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12 hours ago ~

1550 - Nap !
1608 - Woke up with sharp headache and went straight to vomit!
1630 - Dizzy like shit and pushed myself to take MRT instead of cab home 
1645 - Rushed to toilet and vomited again
1715 - Fever! Body ache so much that i cannot get out from bed to get medi
1805 - Pushed myself out from bed to eat Panadol!
1910 - Woke up from nap. Back pain! Missed my dad!! Can someone come inside my room? :(
1915 - Anything happen to him? I felt so bad. So bad that i always said goodbye to him when he was experiencing all these. I really didnt know ..Sorry :( 
2000 - Felt better and took some rice!
1055 - Sleep !
0400 - Super uncomfy and cold. Dragged myself to toilet and lie back on bed
0430 - Cannot take it and went to measure. 39.9 degree! Oh God ! Took medi and lie back on bed
0515 - Pushed myself up to switch off the lights!
0900 - Woke up sweating ! Huiwen called.
0930 - Huiwen reached home. Bro passed us medi
1030 - Took care of sis!
1115 - Sleep !
1508 - Woke up and cooked noodle for sis and myself. 
1530 - Huiwen sleeping.

I am going back to sleep too. Hmmm.. All that i didnt know in the past, i only get to know them in the past few days. 

:(