A small voice

A part of me didn't want to find out. 

If possible, don't let me know. 

Cos in the end. I do not know what is the best thing to do. 

Don't let it be true. 

How long?

How long will it take?

To take all these negativity out and paranoid away again?

Torturous pain.

Help..Please

Just read his post... And almost only the last sentence of his blog isn't about the pain and discomfort that he is facing... I almost cried. Why are u always sick? And so sick?

This helpless feeling of mine. No one could really understand too. Not even him. Cos just as I told him before, you make the ppl ard you suffer too from worrying and this feeling of helpless :(((((
Please take really good care of your health and body!! Please eat at proper timing! Sleep and wake up at proper timing!! Don't game so much :(

It hurts.. It hurts so badly. When you went out with someone without telling me again :(
When your first reaction is to tell me that was long ago. But we are together that time. You weren't even apologizing to me at first. I was hurt. Very hurt. And each time when i know it, my heart was slicing every moment I thought of it... How can I build that trust that I finally have it for you? :(((((
How am I not going to be paranoid again?? God. Help me. Help!!

Can you not be healthy or fit for us? I just want you to be healthy. Not even good-looking.
dear God, if you are listening to my wishes every night and day, pls grant him good health. Good sleeps every night. No headaches. No diarrhea. No backpains!!!

:(