Mixtures . .what products would these reactants produce?

I won't say today was the worst day of the year . . But it was indeed a memorable one for me :)

Thank you boy ko . . and ah sou. . for everything . . Thanks for making it so much easier for me . .I feel bad. Even though i should say i should know how to handle my stuff now . . But i need my brother, ah sou and huiwen to be there. Thanks ! I wouldn't feel bad bringing him up anymore. Somehow one part of me know that you guys dowan me to go into love again because of what happen before :)

There is just too much stuff in my mind now .. A mixture of emotions . .

Those who harp on the future always tend to forget the present. As for me, i dont like to make predictions. Predictions and projections are different. I would project far to see if a relationship works :)

I knew it too . It would be painful for short term . I experienced that before already :)

But all i know. . as for now . . I am scared to lose you. . Can i really take you as a friend?

Hmmm. . . But in my opinion, when a friend can do much more, i would like to be :)

I would like to be there for you when you need me. I would still want to make you happy. .listen to you and all.

I was really happy to receive ferrero from you . . Really happy when you said that you'll face it with me . . The assurance you gave me was most comforting. I am not a person whom can be comforted easily. I don't accept comfort easily. I was shocked when i felt better just now . . Mostly people just can't do that to me. Even my sister.

Am i saying too much? I dont know. I will just say what i want to say. I am just Shanwen ^^

I promise to myself now that i would search myself for an answer. I will not backout like last time without fighting.

ps: I really dont mean to make you pain at all. Sorry again :(

So near

Yet so far