haiz :( 

why??

if you were there for the critical moments
if you let me feel your efforts and not just words - if was never as 'us' from your mouth to me. Why.

Why?????????????????????

I guess I will crumble at the slightest give-away. Be it the necklace. The watch. The laminated picture of us. And even the date of my own convocation last year. And many more.

So, yes. Keep it all away. Lock it all up.

Before I crumbled down all the way again. Yeah, tears do still flow.

Why?????????????????