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I don't know what to say.. My cumulative GPA is only 3.531..

My highest GPA was once 3.89 ... Where did it went wrong? Yea...My all can only reach 3.531...

How could i be happy about my shitty results? And how could i be sad when that is the maximum i could give already?

But right now. I chose to be sad.

I don't even know what i want to do.

I don't know.

All i know is giving up is not an option for me. It feels so. Tiring :(

No matter how hard u try. No matter how much effort you put in.

They only know that i looked stressed up all the time.

Good rest ~

I am currently having a really gud rest apart from my Itp and all....At last to have some time for myself to do the things i like and to go out with my friends :)

I feel awesome ! Less stress and rushing here and there...No need to juggle between work and studies.. Finally, things get to STOP for me .. At least for a while.. :D

I am saving money for my further studies after my Diploma but somehow..i really don't know which path i shud take. I know having a degree is more secure but If i need to work plus studies, how am i going to catch up for my studies in Uni. I am not smart also... :(

Plus, i found out that i prefer working with people rather than spending time alone inside the lab..Won't your mouth get stink if u dun open it the whole day ><

Do i really want to do Adv Diploma in my course? :(

Although i am much more fit in the past, and i suffer each time when i work out or jog..It feels really like dying...lol..Sometimes, i dun even feel oxygen pumping in ... but all these are not going to stop me from doing what i like ! I will find time to go a run or walk more :) To regain my momentum and to train my heart to be stronger ! I wan go swim ! D;

Jog ~

You won't know.

Have you ever feel the sudden tremendous fear of losing someone you love? Mayb someone you didn't even know that you've got so strong feelings attached to. You didn't know it was love. Till you lose them. Forever. I was alone too when i received the call from my mum. Just like now inside the lab in my previous ITP till i lost my dad.

I didn't know.

My itp wasn't that busy and i guess if i am to continue to work for Teadot during my ITP, i can actually manage it.. It feels better if money keeps flowing in.. :) But in terms of rest, i think i do deserve some. So, treat yourself a little better, sw..You can do it. Rest for now.

Back from Ipoh :)

Well... I will be out from house for my first day of work in another mins :)

Just got back from Ipoh an hour ago...I had a great time spent with my mum and my aunties :D

We did bought a Mac for dad ><

I didn't know my mum has a passion for dance !! She danced in front of us that day and i was stunned...She was a happy dancer! Cha-cha, waltz...rumba..etc etc ..My mum knows it all. WOw !

When you are doing something you like, that is when i feel that you're are more "you" :)

I did drive awhile when i was back .. Awesome ! :D

Time to go soon.. All the way to go !!