How pain can it be when it is only 36 days?

Oh my god. . what did i just do? My eyes. .OMG i laughed at the instand i look myself in the mirror. .

I woke up in the middle of the night again . .

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To: mingz

Sorry, man. .Wasnt really thinking when i call you. I lacked sleep. Shouldnt have said all those. When i woke up, i was clear. Though my head hurts. lol
I know what i want. I just want you to be happy ^^

And if what you said was true. . I am a blade to you, i would back off. I realised i am the one should when i am the one keep asking you to. To make life easier for both of us. I am praying hard that i'll be able to do it ^^ And i know i can. I always do. Doing things of the opposite liking is always what i had been doing. And i'll do fine.

I'll do fine. Please erase me from your life. After the spice training, I would try to eliminate myself from your life. That is also what i had been intended earlier not till you made me to promise that i would not avoid you when i am back. Take care and all the best in your life. Promise me to be happy , alright? ^^

I am glad that i have

met you too :) You made me know what i am and you turned me weak. LOL I dont like that :D

p/s : I had always see you as you :)


Sin

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I'll do fine.

How pain can it be when it is only 36 days?

I like you and it's true :)

I mean it