I've been pretty down. Really down. Tears just flow too easily sometimes. Don't really like it.
Cos nothing will get any better after you cry. Cos you'll only get tired. Eyes will only burn out. The pain and stitches that you feel each time can't be erased even after you cried. I love to learn. But why must it be in a hard way? i am looking forward how things will get better soon. How i can smile more. How to make crying less painful. How that i don't have to hold back my tears when i talk to those who are dear to me. How i will feel like eating again. How i can sleep without getting any nightmares or waking up in middle of nights anymore.

Will get my Undang tomorrow. If i can pass, i can even get my L license within this week for both car and motorcycle. It's fast, huh? Cos huiwen doesn't want to come back here for long.I think i am bad at handling machines since i am always absent minded. So, scared of hurting someone. Haha. . Or mayb at this stage, Die then Die. Haha. . must warn the instructor beside me first. .I've nothing to lose now. Really.

Sorry, ah mi :)