You know, i really don't understand. . . Is it only my simplistic thinking that things look only as easy as they seem? Are we really not meant to be with each other? Why? I don't understand. . Why must we end up like this? Is it something really that can't be solved? I'm childish. Naive. Selfish to have complain so much. Why must we let go? Why not choose to face it. . . I don't understand everything.

I know i shouldn't say or probe in any more further. You have your own rights and i have mines. I hate myself to have still hold on. To have made you so pain. I don't know whether it'll heal. But, i don't want anything else. I don't want. Just one word from you. That's all.

Results coming out tomorrow. Let's see how it goes. It doesn't even matter to me anymore.


I'll always be here.