Which FuCK told you that parents must be the first one to know their DAUGHTER's results. My dad CAlled like A million times. . I'm feeling like shit. What else you want to see? To see how useless we are? To listen to our cries and screams? In the first place, i don't even want to be here. You have the RIGHTS? If you want back the life you've given me, TAKE IT. YOU BROUGHT ME HERE TO SUFFER, DO YOU KNOW !

You are not here anymore. . . . That tore me even more apart.

Anh told me love is not one sided. When you miss someone so badly, he or he misses you the same. When you can love someone so deep, that means he or she loves you as deep as well.
I believe her. Just for me to continue to believe one day that you'll come back around. Cos she said i kept on chasing while you're on the run. So, she asked me to stop so that you can have the time to rest enough for me to chase you again. I believe you, Anh. I love talking to you. .At least, you won't keep attacking me with questions that i didn't even know how to answer.

And i didn't know that you had been undergoing the same thing too. You are strong. Strong to not let him know that you're waiting although you are. That's really my everything :) Yours, too right?

I've got a C for my Chemistry. E for General paper, Maths and Physics. And D for Geography. It didn't really affect me though. Just felt bad for my brothers and ah mi who were so worried about me and my sis.My sister's results are much better than mine's. All Cs and Ds. I don't feel anything for now. But i'm happy that i'm able to cry so hard today till i felt like my eyes were bleeding. So that i can sleep easily ( i hope ) without the help of "drinks" tonight.

Thanks, Anh.

I miss you so much, my dear :) I'll always pray that you'll be always be happy and healthy.