Self Elements: Metal, Strong
Favorable Elements: Water (1), Fire (2), Earth (2)
Unfavorable Elements: Metal
Secret Friend: Sheep, water or Earth Self element

Personality:
· Lack of creativity and imagination. (Lack of wood)
· Home personality. Rather obtuse or naïve. (only 1 fire)
· Less grounded, rash and unreliable. Not careful. (No Earth)
· Secretive and shy. Cautious in business and reserved socially. Waffle along and lose sight of opportunities. (No water)
· Hard rather than tough. Unbending rather than stubborn. Ruled by belief system and principles that have been ingrained into you since childhood. Tend to reject change or compromise. Difficult to deal with. (Strong Yang metal)
· Tend to be the type that is able to achieve their goals through hard work and efforts. Altruistic and value friendship and brotherhood and are usually strong leaders or strong characters. Lack of flexible thinking and hasty in actions. (Strong Yang metal)

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It's just something that my brother has calculated for me. For me to choose the correct course. It looked very acccurate for me. I won't get married. I'm just glad. Haha.

I'm too strong of yang for a girl. No yin at all. I wonder whether this is the reason why i hate boys so much. I'm a boy inside. A strong one summo. I'm a Fire Horse. But my element is Metal. That's what my brother told me.

Had been staying up late at nights applying for universities. But i wonder which will accept such results. My dad kept calling and texting me. I don't dare to pick up cos i scared that i might scream at him. I'm just not in the talking mode. I'm currrently still feeling no better after the break up. So yea, had been complaining here alot. Forgive me. .

Think i'm breaking down. I don't feel like continuing my studies. .All these just changed without giving me some time to prepare for it. Why living can be this painful? What have i done?

I dreamt you dying. That crushed me even more cos i cannot even text you to see if you're ok. But, i think i would want to die after you. So that you won't have to exprience the pain of loss first. So that, you won't feel lonely waiting. You are always lonely no matter how many friends you have. So, i'll always be here, praying and waiting when you need me :)