Everything will just be fine . . .

Yea. . I actually got muscles sore after just a quick jog with my sister yesterday. . Around 4 km, i guess. . I can afford more in the past. But the feeling afterwards was great. When you feel each steps of yours moving forward, it was as if YOU CAN DO IT. I felt much better afterwards. Really. I trapped myself inside the house for too long in the past three months.

If i fill in my emotions, would i get the same results again?
Do you really can do it for me?
I'm still scared. But i decided to open up a little to you. To be fair to you.
Since i really appreciate that you didn't ask about my past.
You managed to make me to feel again. I'm grateful. Really.

Is being happy a sin? I don't know. But i felt this way. I'm scared to be happy.
But if it is, i'll really have you to bear all of them for me.

I'll move on, okay? Is it okay? And i'm really leaving you behind this time.
I'll still be there for you. Whenever you feel alone or anything, feel free to find me. You still have me.
Cos you're still there. In that little corner :)
I'll end it nicely. .

I love you very much. And i really did.