I believe there's always a time or times where you wanted to be alone. To do things you wanted to. To be honest with yourself. To be "naked". ( Don't get dirty-minded ! ) . .What i mean here is to be just yourself. To let all your emotions flow without having to care the people beside you. What will they be thinking. Or how they would think of you afterward. No matter how close that person is to you. You would still want to have a time for yourself :)
Even i am used to being "naked" with my sister. . since we are born together :)
But you know sometimes. . . it's hard. Sometimes, you are too tired to think about others. Sometimes, you just want to break down for a while. The times where nothing can get into you.
You just want yourself that time.
Yea. This feeling is nice. . Everyone's not here :)
Compared to seeing your sister hugging herself in a corner , crying because you said 'pain. . "
Compared to having to know your sister didn't eat because you didn't.
Compared to seeing your brother lost his smiles just because you're different now.
Compared to hearing your mum saying " I'm sorry. . " to you just because she can't help you.
Sorry for writing all these. These are just my expressions. I'm doing well. Will update about my school when school starts next week. Take care, everyone. Please smile so that i can smile back to you :)
these are not my dreams anymore
Actually
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