You promised me to bring me to see fireworks, remember ?

Few years back, i still remembered myself asking syikin, what if you are not in my life anymore?
She didn't answer me and in fact she asked me not to think about that. And i really thought that it won't happen.

Yes, it won't :)
Cos you are still in my life . If not for hope, who am i?
And why am i still standing?

"I really wanted to be with you. . . .

but i am absent in your future"