I am being thru hell lots of hardships now do u know that fucking hell.. Why really why? Why did it fucking fail still in the end fucking hell.. The dearest you that i have fucking love for so many god damn years.. Its been so tough waiting for you.. so tough just to be loved back finally. You fuckin conveniently forget a single fuck about it initially, making all of it worst. You fucking idiot that didnt give a fuck to your own future. You want to continue the life you're having for the rest of your life? Really? I don't feel appreciated at all when I were with you. Used to help you with your house chores so that you can praised me abit. Let me feel that youre thxful and damn thxful, wishing hard that you will reward me for it. Or just some returns. Its just a hell no for so many years. Then suddenly, after we broke up, you started feeling it? Really? You start missing me? How is it fair? How is it fair for me that Ive shared my whole with you?
How does it fucking fair after this, I need to get thru all these fucking shits? Do you know what I have been thru? Its pathethic do u know? Its torturing me inside out. And I will never let anyone know. Never ever. I will bring this to my grave. Fucking rely on no one. Stay strong ,sw.
Fuck today must be too damn tired. Fucking tired and sick. Why not I get cancer in someone's place and may that person that needs life more than me fucking live.
I feel that i have no right at all to miss you at all. Fucking no and fucking no that i will come to love again. Fucking no
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