Some updates :)

Alginate generated from brown algae.. They are the negative ions and the main ingredient to cross link with with the positive cations from calcium chloride and barium chloride. .and micro-capsules would be formed. These capsules are to protect what will be stored inside and to transfer them to the designated location in our body for treatments :)

I am to made these capsules out and to test them with various test like the swelling, diffusion and mechanical test during my 6 weeks time in NTU. These are the brief description of what i will be doing there. It looked fun and interesting. I am bad with machines. But my mentor is a really nice girl. She teaches me alot and really basic stuff everyday. She doesn't mind repeating and answering my noob questions.. LOL . .

I learnt quite much as in to be able to take things in hand with confident, to be brave to try out those instruments cos she is just here to guide me and all. . I am really bad with machines but i have to be able to do it !!!!

One thing for sure... I don't like to work in labs.. Material Science in NTU can either go engineering side or research side... Hmmm. .She told me that she always work alone. I don't like to wear lab coats, masks and gloves. Something i confirmed today. I wouldn't want to wear that everyday ! Deep inside, i know what i want to go after. But hmmm...Would you go for rationality or ideality?  :)
let's see how things go. . I'll walk step by step . .taking deep breathes in between. . breathing as i go.

My back is super good now. As in, i expect it to attack me after i bend so much in labs, it didn't !
Hmmm. . I didn't know it will really recover. . LOL thanks for dragging me go, man...

I get rest as much as possible after my wallet incident...laptop incident..All due to lack of rest ... My tired mind ( I don't feel as dead outside my body ) . . closes me up from remembering or knowing what i am really doing.. I cannot recall and i do things unknowingly.. And the outcome can be so disastrous. I must not repeat my mistakes !!!  :(     I am still sad though it's no point  T___________T

And yea... If things meant to be yours, they shall be :)

Let's pray hard, shall we ? That things from this point onwards, will only get better !
Mum might be coming next week ! I missed her ! Treasure time with your loved ones. I learnt my lesson well enough when my popo passed away. I didn't spend much time with her because i was chionging my A levels. Her condition worsen when she came SG to visit my sister and I . Make time for them. Don't allow yourself to regret later :)

I am Shanwen. Be yourself. Be true :)

 under the moon

i pray