Miss you, Hong Ling ...

It has been really long. . . i missed someone this much. Tears of joy . . Tears of yearning . . Yearning here, what i mean is just to be with her . . for a while...

She is someone . .

who is able to motivate me to go on. . to continue putting in effort..

who is able to make me smile and laugh all day long . .

who i can just keep complaining and complaining even the tiniest little thing without even feeling guilty and all . .

who gives out the summer feeling . . warmth ...

who is able to give out happiness radiantly. .

After knowing her, making people happy like how she makes me, is somehow my aim everyday ... ^^

You can just be happy when with her. .

I sound like I really like her alot.. LOL !!!

But she is , just Hong Ling, my best friend. She is my princess . . LOL

She is the closest to me, when we're in junior college..

We didn't know each for long. . Less than 3 years.. Time flies !!!

I missed her alot. Like Alot. I didnt know i will tear when i thought of her inside the train earlier. Really scared that i will tear in front of her... She would want to see me smile =)

But Hong Ling... After you left, a lot of things happen =(

I grow up alot in this period. See things different. Somehow, the positive feeling i used to liberate out, getting harder to. It was easier before . .

I depended too much on others to be happy... I missed the feeling where the radiant and cheerful feeling that i can felt them radiated inside me . . Very true to myself. Very real. Very pure.

Ah. . . I feel good when i always travel alone back to clementi..It is nice to have your good and bad memories played out and get reflected on them.

" Someone told me i should caution when it comes to love . . ."

"I did . . "

" I love you. .and that's all i really know. . "

It was really nice during your silent and peaceful walk home ^^

Singing away . . Searching for the moon . . Basically , a good rest besides sleeping .

A break from the outside where you can just be you . . =)

Or having a comfortable chat with someone while you enjoying the night. .

It's where you feel distance is not definable . . You feel close. .But you are far from me . But sometimes, you are just one inch from that person, you feel so much further away . .

I want to become a better person . . .