But i am lying and resting now... didnt do much thing today...
It's freaking contradicting.. I am trying hard to find the reason why my emotion and feelings can all of the sudden go so down to the bottomless sea.. My tears can flow out so easily. . whenever my heart feel the signal and all... BUT who says you need a reason to cry ? Who says you need a reason to be happy?
Thanks for listening... Glad you were there to listen.. I really appreciate it... Thanks for your understanding..By the way, no one really knows about this...
I would still prefer liberating a positive energy, making ppl's day great and all ^^ And it has been long since i have been able to do all that .. I've been losing myself lately due to school's stress...financial's stress and all... let's find 'me" back ! XD
It was basically not one of my rule or anything...LOL
It is just that ...
When you be the one to wait for the one to go, For me, it feels rather comfortable or secure to wait him or her till she disappear from your sight... I seldom leave ppl...
At the same time, the one who waits. .gets to say " Please, don't leave me...."
At the same time, it is also one blissful feeling...to wait
I don't know how other ppl would feel to see someone leave. i don't know how you would feel to see me leave ... A good/ secure feeling ? or a being left behind feeling? or a blissful one?
I am thinking too much... XD
I should be thankful to have someone watching me go first ... ^^
i dun like it
faster recover =(
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