These few days. . . i talked alot here. And i just feel like it. Or, did i talk too much?
Did i reveal to you too much? Did i say the right or wrong things?
Will i hurt someone without knowing it?
Sometimes all this. . . made me feel like not talking anymore. Not expressing anymore. Not saying anything anymore. Cos it just won't do.
The feeling will be the same. But if i don't talk here, i'll feel like drowning. I can't breathe well inside. Please don't be afraid to hurt me. I want to get hurt. Cos i'm scared of happiness.

I don't know what is this feeling. Just that when things get too real, you would really ask " am i dreaming ? " . Or " will i wake up from it? "

I miss my popo so much. So much so much. Till i really want to go with her. Just to go down and give her hug and say "Happy Mother's day". . I miss my mum. Hope she will forget the day i cried beside her. The day when i really thought that i don't want to be here anymore.

I miss you, ah po . . . Miss you so much :)