First post of the year . . .

Ah. . a year has passed.

My sister went for tkd training. Just feel like blogging for while.

I'm starting up the year by going for a trip to Taiwan. Just me and my sister with only some research data and maps. LOL. Kinda brave of us. That's what i think ^^ Let's see how things go. Let's follow the flow. We're going to some earthquake prone areas. I'm very excited to exprience REAL earthquakes. As a geography student, it should be something to look forward.

I scolded my sister for making a fuss with death. Saying about dying so easily. ( i think she wants to commit suicide there ) . . haiz. . how much more i need to do so that she could change? how much more i need to do so that she'll see life differently and make her life happier?
Don't say of dying so easily. You are the one who taught me. It repeats right?
We are born to suffer. And I don't believe God will make us suffer the UNSUFFERABLE. It's something that we need to endure in this life to repay our pastlife's debt. If we don't suffer enough this present life, it'll be made to much worse in our next life.

That's what i think. So, don't say die so easily. You don't have the privilege to avoid all these. Just suffer them. I believe things will get better. You are the one who taught me to think this way indirectly. So, please. Suffer and endure. Don't think and do stupid stuff. They are rubbish. Remember? You told me that and stopped me from taking medicine.

Nonetheless, let's see if i'll die in an earthquake. LOL. Since i'm in pain also :)
So God, let me die.


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