Especially when it affects your heart, your emotion, your brain and your body.
It felt empty. It felt unusual. It felt as if there isn't anything. Just seem to can't feel anything even hungry, tiredness, the energy...
I have no appetite at all lately. Tears still run down my cheeks occasionally when i feel it. My heart still miss sometimes.
All these i know that somehow, things wouldn't be any different and that i know I had to let it go anyway. I couldn't sleep thinking how true and how unavoidable. How life and reality hits me hard.
And i have to keep telling myself it's just gonna be alright..
I do not know what to do. How to do. But all i know I will just be alright.
It's a fool of me thinking that you would fall for someone like me. You tell me you dont know.It's just that you didn't know. Have you ever ventured back into your past and read back what you have written?
Trust me. I know it how you would feel deeply for that person you held dear once. She was lucky enough to make u fall so deep and feel so hard for her. And I can never hold that position. I can never make you feel that way for me.
In the end. I know that you have never let me in. Maybe not that far. Not that much.
But the silly me did. I fell so hard for you. And so deep till I feel as if I am your past shadow. Holding the ends of it. So pain. So endless. So nausea.
Just while I love you. Dream about you..
I say; you take it all back.. I'm not the one ...
You say I'm good and I tell u now that you will find someone better..
Someone much better than me..
It's gone... I don't know how, I don't know why..
You just turned my world upside down..
I used to laugh out loud, but I don't know how to do it now..
I hate, I really, really hate the stupid fate..
I can smile at others with my face.. But I can't smile from the heart..
Cause nothing compares... Nothing compares to YOU!
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