I wished i could have hugged you longer before i left.
My aunt was admitted to hospital today. Cos of mis-diagnosed of hypertension medicine. Her blood pressure plunges down all of sudden!! Sighs.. I fucking hate these kind of Malaysian doctors..
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I dont know about my FYP. I have two supervisors. Both send me down different sets of instructions. One asked me to do this. The other asked me to do that. One of them, Mr Ho, is the one who will be giving me the final fyp grade in the end. The other is my company supervisor, Patrick. I respect both alot cos they both helped me alot. But today when i went down to the company, when Patrick asked me how the fyp was doing, I dont even know how to answer him.. Because i am not doing the thing he intended us to do. Our objectives of the fyp almost changed completely. I was supposed to create a more biodegradable product for the company.
And to do certain corrosion testings to validate and enhancing the product.
But according to Mr Ho, i cannot do the biodegradability test at all !!! He told me is not feasible. Dont tell me this, man... Go and tell Patrick !!! And Really man.... Stupid graph !!! How the hell i obtain accurate readings from there?? When i can manipulate them myself !! =____=''
Stupid testings methods.. Patrick suggested other method and Mr Ho didnt approved it.
I just dont know how to face both sometimes. Being the leader seems not that easy sometimes. I dunno already la !!! :(
It doesnt look good when you talk bad behind ppl's back. Many ppl fail to see. If they could just stand abit further away from the situation or record back what the bad things they say about their colleagues. Will they be able to see how badly or ugly they look when they do? I dont know.. I dont like to even comment on ppl. I dont like to hear too. Hear no evil !! I am just a part timer.. can earn money can liao :)
I missed you, daddy :(
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