Away from home for 5 years...

Hmmm..time flies..I never know that i would have the opportunity to climb the hill i used to with my dad..My last climb was 7 years ago..The route has changed..But still I love it so much !! The greens !! My stamina is still there :D
The journey is short but great. I climbed and i missed the mountain view..It has been a quiet cny...Watched two movies with my cousins!! The Great Magician and the Journey To the Mysterious Island.. The Great Magician is a good-laugh movie. I like it..Go watch and have a good laugh yourself! :)

I love the night view. So many stars !!! The fireworks is so beautiful!! A big flaming flower in the sky !! All this really took my breath away.

I thought i will stop blogging but somehow, i reliased when time passed, only words remain to contain the memories.. You can jot down every details and feelings you felt. Human heart is not perfect anyway..My Blog keeps memories that i dowan them to fade :)

I have been away from home for 5 years now.. My mother used to tell me this is my training ground. I agree and understand now. You keep thinking your parents nagging and messing up your life when you are little. But after you grow up, when you really understand that they mean you good.. They trained you to be who you are today..I would say my parents are both good trainers !! :D

I packed my room..I found my diaries.. my old stuff..my Pokemon sticker book...lol...Not enough time to pack the whole house T.T

I found some money inside my dad's room. It was as if he is still here to give my sister and i angpau's money...Hmmm...

I treasure the time spent with my mother everytime i come back.. She is really getting old :(
My heart pain to see her getting old from day to day..I heard about her eye sight and diabetes..All getting worst.. You cannot stop the degeneration of her eyes..She might lose her eye sight one day.. That's why treasure and appreciate every moments you spend with your family members and friends. You never know what will happen..After i further my studies in Sg, I didnt get to talk much with my dad before he cannot speak anymore .. I never spend much time with my grandmother until she lose her eye sight :(

All the same, these are things beyond your control.. I try my best not to let my mum worry about me. I am grateful that she is still fit to work and do the things she likes to do here at Ipoh..I salute her for her motivations.. I love her cookings and i apprieate it....All her hardwork.. Nothing can compare to your mum's cooking. I just dun like to see her tire herself up whenever she cooks. The dishes she cook all took 10 hours or so. I helped her cook this time. And i hope to learn her recipes when i have more time in my next return.

As for myself, each time i come back, i gave myself a break from all the things in Singapore...I should have avoided all these happening...to myself..Too dependent. Too close. Too comfortable..Too careless!! But again, i cannot control it..The harder i try, it gets worse...I wonder how long it will take me to take him as my friend. Things just get worse when this implicates with my studies and life-happenings. I cannot cope..It was crazy..handling all these with so negative thoughts..It was just like that time.I don't know what to do. To make things right again. He is really a good friend.

So, this time..i will really take the time inside my cave to think.. So that i don't have to come back in again..Meanwile, I will make myself rest and have fun working and studying !! Think lesser to achieve more !

Things that i will miss most in Ipoh with be the stary nights and the comfort i got from my mother's hug... :)