There will always be only two reasons for me to drink..not because of my brother asking us to join him or something...But i do like to drink with my friends... :)
1 ) I want to sleep...It's either my mind is too clear for my body to sleep ( like these days) ..or that i just want to hold myself from breaking apart...
2 ) I want to let the dark-side of me out..I love myself more in that state. I am more daring to feel and to ask anything for myself.. To feel what i really feel..To unleash all the feelings that i held back.. i cried ten times more badly...I complain like i never complain before, ignoring all those ppl that are much more unfortunate than me.... All those ppl and things that cause me pain, I will ask each of those to fuck off from my life...LOL But i dun like the dark-me at all :)
She is too selfish and negative !
If it's possible, i would really like to enjoy my drinking sessions with friends... :)
Can 'I' come out?
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