Sunday, December 27, 2009

So what if I am an IDIOT?

Just what right do you have to have hurt me so much ? Who are you to judge her when I don't even dare to?!
We have barely met for two times, and you claimed that you understand the situation very well.
Don't you think it's a bit funny?
Don't try to change my way of thinking anymore.
I believe in her and myself. I don't choose to let go JUST BECAUSE she has changed.
Although it's not into what I wanted, I won't give up on her.
I believe she has her own reasons for not opening up to you guys and me.
She will tell you when she feel likes sharing.
What's your problem?
How true a friend you are? True friends will be satisfied even though just staying by her side. You don't have to do anything. Don't have to say things about her like that. She had sacrifised so much for you guys, without demanding anything back ! I can see it!

Do you realize how pain she was when she admitted that she is a weak person ? My heart almost split everytime i read her blog.
Can't you feel her pain? She can't even sleep at night ! And can't you see how tired she was?! My heart really ache for her.
And yet, you guys suppose to be her close friends, say something like that about her! It was just my courtesy to listen to all your BULLSHIT silently, faking my smiles. And you DARE to ask me to leave her!
I don't leave someone just because they didn't change into what you want them to be. I love her the way she is and I'm thankful that she is in my life.
Thanks for your concern for me. BUT it's not appreciated. So yeah. . . Don't think that you really understand. And if you happen to mention this again, I don't know what i'll do.


Your facade is filled with loopholes. Do you know that? Painful to see you like this. I TRUST you. I BELIEVE you. So, don't fail me. PLEASE. Don't prove me wrong.


i'll be right here

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