To :: you

Thanks for having my questions all answered.
Appearing in front of you now and jump to you the moment you open the door for me is something that seems will get me some rough scoldings from you , huh. . .

That is something i would want to do if that would make me slightly better after me hurting you so much. Sorry for not standing in your shoes. But you know , all this while, i always feel that way. You couldn't give me the assurance. I don't know why. But NOT NOW ANYMORE. I dont feel that way anymore after what you've been trying to tell me.Sorry for casting doubts upon you. I'm really sorry. I mean it. I really do. I have hurt you so much when i am trying so hard not to. That's why i thought i don't really deserve your love. And i thought if you were to say those heartbreaking words to me after these three months you requested, i should be gladly accept it. But you didn't. Instead, you made me feel better.
This distance is playing tricks on me. I'm sure of it. Just how much i wanted to rush to you and crush you in my arm . Thanks for loving me.

Wait for me kay. I will be by your side soon.Just don't push me away or say something like troubling me anymore. Let's both be selfish kay for i also scared that i will give you trouble when i go find you. But that can't be helped right?

See you soon kay. And do find me if you want to order. I won't be free soon.

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Ah. . . . weather's nice. .33 more days to go . . let's Bring it up. Get it down . And shut it up ^^
Stupid A levels. . . . I received a big hug from my friends today . Don't know whether you guys reliase it, i don't like to be hugged by just anyone even my parents. An exception for you ^^ Not you guys' fault but my family upbringing makes me feel this way. Weird. LOL. But this isn't the same though. We won't be seeing each other till A levels. Thanks guys for being there for me . I will not forget you.I promise ^^ Friends forever ~

that's all, i guess. .. if there is anything interesting for me to share, or else i guess the next blog entry will be the day before my A level or after =D

Take care everyone. All the best. Gambatte ne !!! All the way to go, Sw ~


Thanks for not making me feel that way anymore. I have always hate myself feeling so.