Aih. . . school reopened yesterday and all start over again. From waking up at 6am , going to school and tuition classes. Except that the revision mode is on. All the syllabus has been covered by all the subjects before the school holidays. This gives me a scary feeling though. I received back some of my results. This is kinda demoralizing and I don't even know how i'll make it this coming year end. My friend said something that fired me up.
My friend : You all didn't work hard enough. ( me and the others are there as well and of coz she scored much better than me )
Me : How do you know that we didn't work hard ? How do you gauge the amount of hard work?
My friend : Your results la. It's only yourself that think that you have work hard enough only wad.
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I was speechless. She was so right. That means i have to work harder when i thought it is hard enough. I hate the heavy feeling. It was like a tunnel with no ends. You are just blindly moving forward. I really don't know but I will move on even though i don't know what lies ahead. I don't like give up and it's not that i'm going to since i have come this far.
I just don't know how to explain to my brothers and parents. It sucks . Really ^^
The battle has begun and i'm all for it. Stupid A level.
By the way, it's good that she is coming. ^^ I have to gather some strength before i move on.I hope that she'll enjoy her visit.I don't know whether i should be there but i'll be there even though uneeded. My sister asked me to be selfish abit sometimes and i guessed this time i will. I hope that i won't be taken over by my emotions XD
May my heart always as peace as flowing water so that no feelings can bind me.
I miss you
Well, i sure does hope you rest well tonight as this weekend you gonna be VERY BUSY!! XD
ReplyDeleteShe already said this trip will be a very memorable one, you can make it EPIC! =)
Cant wait to see you 2mrw, remember to treat me the donno what food you said last time. XD