I have never ever thought i would tasted it again ... That depth of sadness.
It was once i have had nearly five years ago now.. It was so bitter. So tasteless. Emotionless.
But it was so comfortable that way. Its so hard to pull yourself out of it. You forgot how to feel. But you can cry so easily. You didn't care about the place, location, people. And you just selfish-ly just engrossed yourself into that sea of sadness.. without thinking for yourself, your friends, him..that was there to watch all of this.
Shameful act of mine. I even lost the ability to speak.
With this very morning you wake up, you tell yourself NEVER TO TAKE A STEP CLOSER to that abyss EVER AGAIN.
Never.
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