My room is all dark and cozy. With the super cooling weather outside and sounds of the rain..
Just had a chalet with my poly classmates. And i am glad that i stayed over with them. It has been long since i spent crazy time with them like that. I missed that place too. It was a good chalet. Clean and comfy. Good to catch up with most of my classmates :)
Mr Ho told me i will regret getting into SIT. Chem Engineering is tough. Much tougher than i will imagine it to be. Cos the Maths will b tough. He told me it will be tougher than NTU and NUS for the science courses that i have applied for. When i heard about all these, deep down i was afraid. I was afraid that things go back to A Levels. Where I need to study so hard. But in the ends, my hard work didnt pay me off at all. All those sleepless nights and stacks and stacks of notes. Its like i cant catch up. I am able to get it during lessons but not during exams.
Haiz. I am quite worried :(
But i will not choose the easy path - Adv Dip. It was an easier one. Much easier one. But since i know what i want to do in future. I would prefer a much in-depth knowledge so that i could prepare myself well to deliver my knowledge to others. A full time cert. I at least worth that. I believe myself so.
I dont know what this path will bring me to. Another chapter of my life. Will be starting soon.
Jiayou sw !!!
Worried :(
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