7th June 2012 : Some real updates ! lol

Which and when

Let go

I will not kill myself

Stay strong !!!

..i.. u

In the end I am just me :)

Things were really hard before this...But in the end, one thing i realized during the period is that I really cannot do anything about it at all. Nothing at all.Not even with what i chose to do with. So why don't i just accept it and let's nature takes it course? I must be here for a reason. Things surely happen for a reason. And i must stay strong to keep pushing forward ! I have to keep pushing forward! Just keep PUSHINg ON !!! I want to become a better me !!

I have learnt to handle my studies and work well. Work less. Study more. My fyps are going fine. I just need to learn how to cope with undesirable results, work out the solutions, plan well for my group and the unreasonable scoldings by my tutor to show that he is in control. In the end, I still did my job well. I shall respect and thankful to you for ur patience and guidance. No negative words to be said or think !!!

Work is pilling up but i shall take it down one by one. Reports and assignments. It really isnt much holiday for me but still i am glad that there is no lessons :)

I will make time for the things i like to do. Watching some movies sometimes, enjoy day or night walks, going for runs, go for a swim with my friends, going out and catching up with them, stone for a while, and looking up to the sky as always!! :)

I would want to watch a movie in the cinema before sch restarts though ! :D

Jiayou !!

p/s : Thank you for holding me back as a friend. So that i won't lose one good friend as you !!