Walking abit too fast or things suddenly go fast pace, I will lose my oxygen.. i don't like the feeling of "drowning" every time.. But all these won't stop me from doing the things i like ~ !
How long has it been when i can breathe normal? I want to breathe :(
I don't want to get up in the morning feeling all so sucky and beating fast all of the sudden when my alarm rings...
I have another year to go before leaving SP soon. I have no regrets coming to SP. I could have chosen SIM but i never. I started my first job in this school also.. Since then, i learnt and enjoyed the process of learning and mastering the new things that i have learnt. I learnt alot especially since last year till now. These knowledge can only come by guidance and working experience. Truly valuable :) Making all sorts of beverages and learning IT when i am an IT idiot to start with. All this really made me proud of myself man.... :D
I will be starting my internship soon in another 2-3 weeks time. Hmmm..this will the first time i work in something related to my course and study. I am excited to learn. However, overall, I still like Spice job the best :)
A place where i come across a lot of people and had fun interacting with them :D I worked till i have become attached to the place..And being too attached is definitely is not a good thing to me..I wonder how things would change when ZhiMing leaves t17. Would i prefer to go Teadot more? Definitely a deja wu feeling..Since Chriciel , Matthew...then Zhiming... :)
Things that i listened definitely will not going to affect me staying there to help up!
Zm,take things as they come ! Everything happens for a GOOD reason ! Jiayou ! You will Recover de! You told me this ! :)
Hmmmm..i need time for myself seriously...when will all these ends? Exams, ITP, and year three coming ! I am damn tired.. What's worst? Things wouldn't stop for you.. Even worst. Why am i always trying so hard? :(
miss ya dad
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