My back . .Why does it pain me so differently this time? It usually attacks me either late in the evening or night times. .Why so early in the morning? It hurts me the whole fucking day. It feels like breaking and tired for supporting a heavy weight. . I am scared, really. .
It took me hell to concentrate on what the teacher is teaching. . I am just so dead this semester. There're modules that i really dont understand at all. All involve mind creativity that i lack in so much !!! I am no intelligent =( I must work harder to replace it. .The studies . .it didnt come simple to me anymore =( and It is just the beginning. Starting next week, the full course of hell will come. Sometimes, i just feel so tired in trying so hard . .Why am i doing all these? Why am i still not willing to give up just?
No. Not yet, sin . .Just not yet.
When all these keep spiraling in my head. I thought it wouldnt pain me so much till i really talk about it. It hurts me that i am still have to depend on my mum. I dont think i can work this semester . .But see how first. . I hate it. I seldom ask. I seldom want.
I don't have the faith in you anymore, brother. You didnt even reply me ! WTF
I miss ya shoulders
the comfortable spot . . .
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