A little update :D

Just reached Singapore 4 in the morning. ^^

It was fun. Driving turned out to be better than i had expected. LOL
Much better than motorcycle at least. My sister and i thought of giving it up after our first 2 hours of lessons. It was disasterous. It made me wonder the reason why i take it up in the place.
Did i really yearn to end my life so much? :D

The worst part is . . . No matter how hard is it . the word "give up" is just not in our dictionary. LOL
We both tried to but somehow. . *sighs
I think we'll manage somehow. It just takes time ^^
Once we take up something, we'll go to the end of it. Anything. At all.

I managed to eat loads of good food back in Ipoh. Managed to spend quality time with dad and mum. I feel happy when we're having dinner together.

Thanks for the great change from you, dad.
Compared to last year, you let me witnessed the scene that you beat mum.
The scene where you could just bring up your fist so easily against mum.
Mum, too. You showed concern when you said you don't care anymore. LOL
You managed to capture dad's change of expressions.

I miss going back to school. Hmm. . As for now, i still have 4 reports in hand. One presentation.
Looking forward to how well i will be doing for this time. I mean it XD
Really, i want to carve a path out for myself here, in SP.

I still dont know where i will going or what i will be doing , but i'm sure time spent here will not make me regret. I thank you and Andy really much. To make me see life this way again. I made it sound so serious, but I am.

I am writting so much rubbish again. LOL
TAKE CARE EVERYONE ^^

HELP ME OUT

please