Heavy. . .

Well... These few days i really had a wonderful and relaxing time at home. My study pace was slow and i guessed i have rested enough to cover up for what i have lost during my prelims. It has been a long time since i slept for more than 6 hours.That's really nice ^^

However, reality sure is harsh. . . harsh enough to crush my hopes to score better for A levels. Yes, I got back my papers today. I know it'll be saddening but i really put in alot of effort this time. And the questions weren't that hard. I just don't know what to do anymore. And yea. . When you don't know what you're doing, just do it blindly. And i'll blindly continue to work hard. I don't even know what is the purpose of it. Yea. . I also don't know what i'm doing with my life. Just live blindly and that'll be enough, i guess. One thing that has comforted me the most is there's someone who has given me her word in helping me to make choices in future. I don't like to make choices, you see. It's because i don't have any preference in life. That's either a good or bad thing in life. Good is that i'll live a happy life. Bad is people will take advantage of it. Haha. . I don't really care though. But keep your word ok. I do really hope that you're serious about me depending on you to help me make choices in future. I won't regret it and i won't blame you whatever it is. I promised.

I am shocked to be receiving birthday presents today since it's already mid- September. Haha. . I got a cool black pencil case and a booklet from Huiwen's friend. And to my suprise, the librarian aunty got us chocolates and keychains . Thanks really, everyone. I really don't think that i deserve all these. But it does help me to lighten my heavy feeling today ^^

Sorry for this emo post ok. My results are just too sucks. LOL

Take care everyone ^^

Gambatte SW =.=