bloggin beside mum :)

I am the most vulnerable when I am with the ppl I am close with.. I told myself not to cry in front of mum but in the end...tears just flow :(  Cos mum is finally here... and it's like I am having alot... facing alot in my mind and my heart. I dont have to say much.. I know mum understands :)

My back dont feel comfy these day..My throat doesn't feel good now and I feel like having fever.. Haiz..fml!!

I pray hard that I can find my com next Monday. I really don't dare to think so much now..

Let's just enjoy tmr!!! :) 

                                I need motivation
                                                     badly

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So uncomfy....

The more i type..or sit straight on my chair... I can feel the muscle or nerve pulling :(

Straight from my neck, shoulder to my back !! Ouch :(

I have alot of reports to do :( I have not yet started my revisions for exams too... My dip plus is so dead... Not a good time to pain !!!

back pain pain D;

Back fucking pain today.. Mensus made it worst I guess... even I am lying down now. Haiz.. pain to a point my tears nearly out this morning.. so sudden.. throbbing and lasting de pain...omg.. my back is so pain!! :(

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Pathetic... :(

Wtf... it is almost 4am again..my body was resting...cos my eyelids are really heavy but what is my mind thinking?? :(

why my soul is so unpeace? My happiness is so drained up lately....gotta stock up rochers.. lol...

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....... Back uncomfy :(

I wanna swim ....

Body fucking tired... mensus coming? I sleep better these days.. I wonder if it's due to mensus coming.. Once a month, but i hate the mood swings and the emo part of it. That's why i always want to find out from my cheerful friends if they have the same thing during their pms... lol

Should i go swim or run today?

Legs feel jelly from the long nine hours of work for the past two days.. back feels breaking..fucking tired. I hate it. I hate to work during school. I hate it that i need the money. I need to save for my further studies. At the same time, i don't want to miss out catching up with my friends. Some opportunities and moments you cannot rewind. I would at least want to join my class outing before i graduate. And they suggested USS ... So ex :(

My body heart and soul is so tired...But i want to swim.. I prefer swimming nowadays. Being inside the waters feel nice :)

hey

I will be back,okay? :)

I don't want you to see this side of me very much. I just want to remain as a happy and cheerful ShanWen to ya :) Fulfill this simple wish of mine okay?

Ignore my sister. I told you many times liao. I am tired explaining and making her to see things the way i see. We are different :) Take care and yes i hope for the best for your check up and upon completing your tasks!!!

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