Sad like shit tonight 

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As much as we love each other, both of us seem not to be Able to escape. 

Not being able to escape incompatibility in terms of thinking, character, .... 

Are we just lying to ourselves each time? 

Should we stop before it gets out of hand? Should we stop before we swear the oath together? 

Should we? 

If I am to be a Guy.. I will be someone like him! Hahaha !

If I am to be a Guy.. I will be someone like him! Hahaha ! :D ~

Nice quote ~

I DO NOT CARE to let people know about my objectives in life.. BUT I am so sure that I WILL GIVE A HELL LOT to find what are my objectives in life !

Jiayou sw !

2016 First post! ~

New Year Resolution! ~ 2016 

DO NOT WASTE TIME!!!!

Yeah... I realized time flies as the years go. As your age goes. As the minutes ticks. Gosh.
Turning 26 this year where by I see myself as an adult is getting scarier and scarier. Wanted to just stay. Wanted to just stagnant. But then, the world continues to spin... :( Gotta wake up, gotta walk out. Gotta grow up. Grow old. So, 26 year old me, please make good use of your time and youth!
Abit late too late plan my New Year Resolution since January is ending soon.. Oh well...

1. Find and secure a good job (by April)
2. Start paying my debts. (Aim to pay finish within 5-6 yrs)
3. Start paying mum and aunties. (by August)
4. Save more.  (at least 1K per month)
5. Exercise more. ( Once a week?)

Shall start off well to end well! Let's see what shall I be posting in the next few months to go! Will definitely miss studying alot :(

Gosh..Been really so busy lately till I am not used to have time for myself now.. Its almost been like a fear to have free time so that I wouldn't think rubbish or so. Or Just to have too much time to spare.

And I am free after 3 or 4pm onwards tmr :(

Hope my fyp and job hunting goes well ~

May both our heart grows fonder for each other as time goes too :)
For may it will be his hand that I will hold till the end..

Thank you so so much for always be there for me. XOXO

我的少女時代

Its been only bad post about us lately or for almost a hell of a year.. :(

That's why tonight I aim to retain as much happy memories with you. Carve them deep into my bones and may all these happiness from you ran in my arteries and veins!!!! So that when I go thru hell with you again, these happiness will take all those sadness and hurtful hell outta of the way!!!!

I love you so much, Zhiming. I do not understand why myself. I love you entirely. Even though you make me cry so much! At the same time you make me so happy being with you :)

Let's last long and may we both find forever in each other alright? :*

I didn't know i can be like that.. I couldn't bear to leave ur side earlier in the train. It was harder in the past. I guess I am somehow growing up too. I guess it was slightly harder for you too. Even though you never told me all these at all. I hope I can believe and trust on what i felt from you. Love you very much ! :)

我的少女時代 Our Times】Movie Theme Song - 田馥甄 Hebe Tien《小幸運 A Little Happiness》Official MV

It was really a nice movie ~ 

It reminded me how grateful and lucky I am to have found and meet ya ~ :) 

Thank you for coming into my life 

Thank you for growing up with me, Zhiming :) 

Thank you for just being you.  

~ 31/10/2015(watched two movies that day! YAY!!! XD)

p/s: SW, PLS DON'T BE TOO HARD ON HIM!!!!! HE IS NOT HAVING IT EASY TOO!!!!

Yours always, 

Shanwen 

What should I do

What should I do to live freely again 

What should I do so that I can be happy again 

Happy for the longest time I've had