from neck all the way to back

Omg.. I've never pain till the lower before...I feel my lower back pulling even when I am lying down!! :(
My neck all the way to my back.. so uncomfy... Really sad that I can't go celebrate sinee's bday tmr.. wanted to enjoy alittle before my papers. At least catching up with the others and eating with them... I don't want to work.. but I am a responsible person. I forgot to inform early :(
Hate it that I need to work during study times!!!

I don't want to think bout my long day tmr till 9pm.. good night

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铁观音 reminds me of my dad :)

He drinks this everyday.

Fun time passes fast !!

Hmmm.... Did had some fun and relax time with my classmates today :)

The roller coaster rides were awesome!! Trilling ! Since it was my first roller coaster rides...

I prefer bungee jumping or sky diving though :) The scenery and the real experience would be much more nicer !! I don't really like the dark rides >< ... too dark !! D;

My head still spinning from the rides..

Walked the whole day today... Back super uncomfy till i skipped my dinner with them. I went straight home and made myself some hot Horlicks and some tea to do my report instead ><

Heartbeat fasts due to the teas...But no choice.. I need the concentration and the power flow into my brain!! :(

My back is super uncomfy :( I can feel the muscle pulling from my neck all the way from my back on my way back from Sentosa...Haiz... This semester coming to an end and everything just come in one go.. Everything so packed.. Breathe, SW !!!

26 July : Dip Plus Presentation !!

31 July : SimTech presentation !!

1 August : Business For New Venture Presentation

6 August : Gems Paper!!!

8 August : Business report due !!!

14 August : Business and Dip plus Finance Paper together on the same day !! Fuck !! :(

21 August : Nanotech Paper !!!

23 August : Coating & Adhesives Paper !!!

28 August :Biomaterial Paper !!!

I have a total of 6 papers this semester !!! The last paper always drags !!! 5 days gap !! D;

During the holidays, will be all about FYPs and university applications !!! Mum's birthday coming soon too !!

Omg... Time flies :(

Pray ...

I went to pray and i heard voices in my head after i reached home.

" Things rebound twice the more you withhold..."

An advice? A message? I don't know. But i was just washing my face that time when i heard this.. Weird and somehow scary.. T.T

I prayed differently this time. There's no right or wrong way of praying i guess...

But in the end, may be all well for everyone !! :)

One more assignment and let's concentrate on my studies !! I shopped alot for ppl's de bday present today. Heartpain sia.. Dun dare to see my account after this wed :(

Home alone !!! and I am blogging with soft musics after brewing a cup of tea for myself !! Very calming... :) I like the smell of the tea leaves :)

Back pain :(

Lost

I got it from my friend that physical can never make up for emotional lost.. It is hard to be rational for something that is isnt. Thank you for being there for me, Joy :)

Have patience with everything unresolved in your heart

and to try to love the questions themselves

as if they were locked rooms or books

written in a foreign language.

Don't search for the answers,

which could not be given to you now,

because you would not be able to live them.

And the point is to live everything.

Live the questions now.

Someday, in the future, you will gradually,

without even noticing it, live your way into the answers.

私を作ることを忘れてください。

@#$%^!#$

Haiz... My brain really getting worse... It's getting scarier now.. :(

- I was about to take money out. I thought i did. In the end i never.

- I did have some images in my brain that i saw my phone charger lying around. But somehow, it wasnt in my bag now anymore :(

- I left my cup of water on the table. But i had images that i left it on the floor beside my bed.

- I had myself wanting to write something down but need to refer to my phone's memo. I held up my phone and put it back down without doing anything else.

That's how i get lost always... That's how i nearly lost my laptop and my stuffs...

And the cycle goes over again.. :(

The meet up :)

Hmmm... Her hand is still warm and comfy to me.. Haha !! She told me my hands still the same!!! Always cold !!! Our bond shared was rather strong i guessed. My feelings for her was real those days. She passed me back my old clothes. I was shocked that she kept it for three years!! All the best to you okay? :)

Wanted so much to stay over but i never... I felt tired all over and my back's breaking.. :(

Things gonna get tough..I have two papers on the same day. One after the other for business!!! DAmn it!! Why clash!! D;

Let's rest more and complete my assignments soon !!! So that i can study and focus on my revisions :)

Let's bulk up and not complain!! SW JiAyoU !!!

I always

love hard :)