Me

I wanted to tell you that I love you too. Happily. Touched.

I wanted to wake up early to have breakfast with you.

I wanted to go Geylang Serai Bazaar with you.

I wanted to cry not because of sadness. But Happiness. Touched.

For your I love you.

For your help and effort.

For today you told me you wanted accompany me.


All these if not that I have called you . Hung up on you. Triggered you.

And me. 

And all of that.

Its all me. 

Tarnishing all the perfections.

Delivering all the imperfections..

me

I shouldn't have called him

I shouldn't have called him.

Just very sad and angry when he keep on couldn't listen you out. Each time. Always. 

I made things worst by hanging up.

Right after he say I love you too. 

Why?

I am very tired. I know its my fault for hanging up on him. I know. 

 I am feeling very bad about it. But I am feeling very tired. 

Of everything. Everything. 

I shouldn't have called him.

Sad like shit tonight 

W

As much as we love each other, both of us seem not to be Able to escape. 

Not being able to escape incompatibility in terms of thinking, character, .... 

Are we just lying to ourselves each time? 

Should we stop before it gets out of hand? Should we stop before we swear the oath together? 

Should we? 

If I am to be a Guy.. I will be someone like him! Hahaha !

If I am to be a Guy.. I will be someone like him! Hahaha ! :D ~

Nice quote ~

I DO NOT CARE to let people know about my objectives in life.. BUT I am so sure that I WILL GIVE A HELL LOT to find what are my objectives in life !

Jiayou sw !

2016 First post! ~

New Year Resolution! ~ 2016 

DO NOT WASTE TIME!!!!

Yeah... I realized time flies as the years go. As your age goes. As the minutes ticks. Gosh.
Turning 26 this year where by I see myself as an adult is getting scarier and scarier. Wanted to just stay. Wanted to just stagnant. But then, the world continues to spin... :( Gotta wake up, gotta walk out. Gotta grow up. Grow old. So, 26 year old me, please make good use of your time and youth!
Abit late too late plan my New Year Resolution since January is ending soon.. Oh well...

1. Find and secure a good job (by April)
2. Start paying my debts. (Aim to pay finish within 5-6 yrs)
3. Start paying mum and aunties. (by August)
4. Save more.  (at least 1K per month)
5. Exercise more. ( Once a week?)

Shall start off well to end well! Let's see what shall I be posting in the next few months to go! Will definitely miss studying alot :(

Gosh..Been really so busy lately till I am not used to have time for myself now.. Its almost been like a fear to have free time so that I wouldn't think rubbish or so. Or Just to have too much time to spare.

And I am free after 3 or 4pm onwards tmr :(

Hope my fyp and job hunting goes well ~

May both our heart grows fonder for each other as time goes too :)
For may it will be his hand that I will hold till the end..

Thank you so so much for always be there for me. XOXO