A day to remember :))))

I do not know how to express my thxfulness having you by my side ...
Its not that i am not happy .. Its just me being sad for not being able to spend more time with ya :(

"We both like dancing...", you said.
We both was like hugging each other and spinning away inside the kitchen... lol

Deep down...I was smiling in my heart. We accidentally danced for the first time. :)))
It felt nice, you know? It felt like we having our own world of our own..I felt as if I was like a princess in a fairytale. :))

Thx you for telling me. Thx u so so much for expressing to me. It was the first time we have been together so long that you told me this without me prompting. You have no idea how high your song recording makes my heart flies.

" U shud know i love u de".

I will remember this till the day I die.

Love you too, my dear. Till the day i die .. :)

~31 Nov 2014 & 1 Nov 2014

Feelings after that

Feelings after that..

I fail to understand what is happening to me

Nor why I am feeling like I how i just used to be

I am just so deeply

Madly in Love With You

Just how I used to Feel 

So strongly 

You took over my mind 

And

I have been thinking of you

For almost every single second. 

Gosh.

I wonder if you would feel so
for me?

Longings

A mixture of happiness 

& sadness

when you saw him

just 5 minutes

no less and no more

Tears of joy 

& Sorrow

Flow with such Cruelty 

Brutal from Missing someone

even it was just 2 days apart.

Gosh..What is this... why am I crying this bad? :((( 

DO u know?

You know?

No matter how much you disappoint me.. no matter how much you make me feel sad and casted far away from you. No matter how much I am pissed at you...

I would still check my phones to see if you will try to explain things till I can accept them..I would still find ways so that we both are at the same page..
I would still thought of you so much when I'm making or doing things for you. Even refilling water for you.

Your cheeky face. Your face. The face of the man I couldn't believed that i have loved so much.

No eye see at myself.  /_\



 

How much do u see? How much do u feel?

It's been long since we argued this big... :( 

My heart breaks along with the pillow I threw at you, do u know that? Those frustrations in me and u keep not getting it. It hurts. It pains me. 

I'm really sorry tht it turned out to be like that. When u just didn't do much wrong but just being urself.  

 

             

                         Sad day. 

Argued with a second dear friend due to him again. Gosh. Why?

Somehow. I do not understand how come they weigh relationship or friendships so .....Does it really mean so little to them? Did they spare a thought for me before each words that come out from their mouth? How many ppl will actually take the effort to sustain true friendships? I do. 

I do not believe each of us have the right to say or judge anyone. As i have always am. I choose to accept ppl as who they are. Be it good or bad. They are still who they are. My sister is still my sister no matter what. My friends are still my friends. He is always who he is.. 

I will choose not to explain so much..

"How can a man die better than facing fearful odds, for the ashes of his fathers and the temples of his gods" 

 ~ Horatius 

Movie marathon :))

           My first movie marathon 

It was perfect. 

Perfect date I had ever have with you. Thx you very much for it... :)))

Oh I love you so much Baby!!