Thursday, August 18, 2011

A lvl gathering ..

i pray for your happiness, joy !

Anh and Hong Ling ~
my princess XD ~


I took naps in between and I found that i really absorb better :)
Guess i will be doing this for the next coming four papers..

I can even fall sleep today during song transition . .from one song to the next when i was studying..
I can even fall asleep between Dover and Clementi... ==


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It was great meeting up with Hong ling and the others. . Everyone has their own life and paths... Hmmm... Glad that we still stick together... I wish everyone all the best in their future undertakings... ^^ We grown up alot.. and glad that we didnt change much.. LOL

After my exams,
i want to have a good run. i want to have good sleeps. i want to go temple. i want to watch movies. and i want to eat !!!!

i want to go buy flower pot for my plant. it has shown signs of dying !!!! OH GOSH !!!
will get a container for my 小白 also :D


Life is a great teacher;
And i am going to be
A obedient cute dog and learn well !!!


我只是善文

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

"Terrified to remember. Forbidden to forget. . ."

Hand next time dont go so itchy, sw .... ==

Dun you ever ask me to delete them again !
I will delete them myself when the time comes!!!

Sunday, August 14, 2011

Teadots rock !






Dan dan mien ! Xiao Loong bao ! Red Bean Xiao Long Bao !
And Chewy grass Jelly at Ding Tai Fung !!! Forget to mention a whole day of Teadots !!!! XD

OMg. . Today was the best !!! It has been really long since i have all these light-hearted feelings. . It has been really long since i posted something happy ! I was really happy. Purely :)

Too bad that i don't own a camera.. :/ I will be missing all these feelings very soon. Being able to capture these every moments are my very reason why i like photography :)
I felt like Birthday today XD
Yea. .it should be made today ! Since i think i wont be feeling so "up" after today . .Haiz...
It was huge achievement today . .8 hours of solid studies. .Teadots rocks !

Decided ! Go there again next week to study Organic Chemistry ! XD
It was really a miracle place. . hahaha. .i understood my Polymer Fabrication Processes module from there too ^^

On my way back, I picked up a "green tea" bookmark also. .I have such good destiny with green tea today . . LOL

Thanks for the day,man. . i enjoyed all the times spent with you really. . :)
It was really comfortable talking with you and eating all these with the right person ! Let's eat the duck rice next time ! My sis don't like really like all these.... D:


yea. . i just want to have these same feelings everyday !

Tonight's moon was nice too ^^ A great day !!!
covet

Thursday, August 11, 2011

Accept our difference . .

It was rather sad.. that you and me were so different now.
We branched into different parts now when we came from one.
Walk your path well and i will do the same for myself.
Just remember i will be there for you when you need me. .

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

i will learn to detach. .

Guess it's time for me to slack down a little... and concentrate on what i should be concentrating . . ^^

Is it because i complained too much till i got used to it now?
It made me like so weak now....

My heart felt all heavy today . . plus the back pain. . fever and sore throat. .felt tired as i have only 4 hours of sleep last night.

It was not a comfortable one. I kept hearing noises... ==
" something" was searching stuff inside my room. . It was quite scary. . It took me some efforts to sleep. I went to sleep when the noise died down. I don't like the feeling of cold all of the sudden and the trembling i got . .It was hard to control.. to not be scared. To force myself to sleep and not to be scared. .

I miss you alot, popo. . so much !

Why am i an adult so early?

Monday, August 8, 2011

hey, you. .

You heard me but are you really LISTENING to what i am saying?!

I don't FEEL anymore. It's tiring when i need to repeat all these to you so many times. And i don't want to repeat this anymore and please take it seriously. I want to study first . And i just want to do this at this moment. I want to complete my Diploma for the very least. I have enough in my mind already.

I am doing this the wrong way. I don't mean to hurt you this much and i am tired of breaking up people's heart. As well as my own's. I don't like this. SORRY.



Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Hmm. . baby having fever all of the sudden....

I am awake in the middle of the night....again..
Baby having fever all of the sudden and keep crying almost all night today ...
Mayb it's due to the growing teeth phase :)

LUcky that my back didnt torture at these times... Huiwen kept coughing... Keep asking her to eat vita C, she doesn't want to eat .... She told me that she wanted to fall sick since she seldom fall sick =_= True though.... I fell sick more frequently than her... But i cannot afford to fall sick now... Exam coming's soon...

Going back to Ipoh this weekend...Will get all busy again...I wonder how dirty will the aquarium be this time...How many fishes still left? Sorry mum and dad... Should have washed your bathroooms before i come back to Sg earlier...But I am very tired whenever i go back =( I can fall asleep almost in an instant peacefully... How long has it been since i have some peaceful sleep??

I want breaks desperately.... Because i just can't stop. I don't know how. I don't dare. Just as much as i want everything to just stop for me... not even for awhile... I can't breathe already !

My phone dropped into toilet bowl yesterday . . . I saw it submerged into the water T.T
I was like , " God are you really doing this to me? " At that instant, I numbed all my feelings flowing in.. just as taking money out to treat my back...Numb it all and faster recover . .
Sw, you should know your back are feeling better now because you went to see doc last week. You cannot deny that you need it.

I should get back to sleep before the baby cry again... just a few more hours to rest . .

I can do it !