sucks . .

It sucks to the max that you have so many things to do and yet you are are not feeling well. . .

not well enough to do a thing. But you have to do it and you have to do a good job.

Thursday, presentation and jap. Lucky both are minor ones.

Please, may tonight be a good night ... =)

Jia yo !!!

Hey, copy cat !!

Thanks for sharing and letting me know . . .

I really appreciate it ... and don't be afraid about talking and thinking too much.

I would like to listen to you and understand you more. And at the same time, i am really glad that you are here listening to me as well. I will share more with you next time okay? I felt that you want to talk. SO i listened. I know it's unfair. LOL

But thanks ^^

Don't worry. It's always a mutual thing. I feel the same. Just that you had my words in your mouth ... and i will keep my promises =)

Thanks for being there. I really appreciate it.

I will do well in my studies. And i will soar high !

p/s : Your back pain will recover... It will !!! And just be yourself =)

Let time tells

Heart Body SOul . .

When you're in pain . . . your eyes will tear

When you're sleepy . . .your body will auto shut down

My mind does help a lot when in comes to deleting unfavorable past or thoughts . .

Why so down , today? I wonder. .

What am i tired of ??

I am who i am

And i am proud of it !!!!

Tired

It was really tired sometimes. . That's why i'd rather go empty. . i go machine.

It was painful to feel. I dont dare to. I dont want to feel anything.

It was a great release last night. . When you ask me which part pressures me the most.

I cant even find the answer out myself. I dont even know. Too weak. . I've still have a damn long way to go . How am i supposed to cope when i cant even handle things like this. But really glad that you understood. You were there. And it was the greatest comfort for me. Thanks =)

It was really fucking tired . . fucking tired when you have to tell yourself "I can do it" while you feel so damn torn inside.

It was another really fucking tired and fucking pain when you have to tell yourself : "You cannot." no matter how much you crave, yearn and long inside.

I have to wake up

when i don't want to

Yue . .moon =)

Have you ever feel.. so attracted to the moon until you don't feel like doing anything . .to just find a comfortable and nice spot to watch over the beautiful her? To get nearer to her?

When you look forward. But you are more afraid... when the time comes, you're afraid to enjoy it fully..when will be the next ? Will her be the same? Is it the last time you can see her this way?

The moon has a mysterious power on me . . .

Make me stronger

Dont be sad, ok ? =)

Things will be alright !

How much i want, to turn both of us into a non-Agliophobian !!!

I feel it too

Up in the middle of night . . .

Haha . . How long has it been . .

When i shiver like mad all of the sudden in the middle of the night . I can't control my cold body to stop shaking. Breathing doesn't came easy for me. My heart felt like jumping out. It took me like 2 hours to stabilize . LOL

I've had this just a year and a half back in Malaysia, in KM's house. She will have to fold me into many layers of blankets and laid on top of me to stop me shaking like mad.

This time, my left lower back stung me. Then my whole upper back just went and dragged me down again. Not as bad as that time. But plus the cold. It was undeniably uncomfortable . . . Is it really okay to complain so much? As in i have not complained so much in my life before. Not even those days back in my childhood. Where we accept things as they are. We endured. We changed our mindset when things went the other way we want them to be.

It was considered good that the baby didnt wake up. XD

Things pilling up or shall i say never ending. . But learning is fun !!!! Enjoy study, sw ^^

God doesn't want us to be extraordinary .

HE wants us to do and handle things extraordinarily well =)

I feel like eating sushi, pizzas, big burgers, tubs of choco mint ice creams, mochi , fried chicken cutlet, piping hot redbean bun !!!

hungry D:

eth wahrtm & comrtof