JOG =)

I miss the sweating sensations . .

where i feel like i am in control of everything . .

In my own world of thoughts and power songs . .

Feel the wind whispers to my ears . .

while caressing my face . .

Feel every step . and breathing . .

while listening to my heart beats . .

~jog~jog~jog~jog~jog~jog~jog~jog~jog~jog~jog~jog~jog~jog~jog~jog~

Human tends to lose themselves while they are in pursuit of their life purposes . .

Don't ever lose YOURSELF !!! =)

Some updates . . .

Brother would be sending fees starting next month, i guess . . .His clinic was shut down and I really hope that he is doing well. Why you told dad that we didnt call? =(

How could I call when i thought you would be working all day and night without being able to reply our messages? I will give it a try tomorrow again. . Dont scare me, bro. . It has been the longest time that you never make any contact with us. And i hope that you are going to like the stuff that we are sending over for your upcoming birthday . . =)

School is reopening soon.. Going to be a year two Material Science student :D

Am i walking the correct path? The path that i want ? I dont have a clear picture of it, really. . But all i know is that i had enjoyed my first year in SP. . Made alot of wonderful friends. .gain knowledge. .experiences and colorful memories ^^

I look forward to things that i am going to learn ^^

I want to become a better me . . .

For you, I covet . . .

Thy love I shall not bind ;

free thou go.

Thy thoughts i shall not bear ;

fly thou go.

Get to love with thee ;

ye asked me not to.

Will thy feel? I wonder not if ;

I felt thou.

For you, I covet.

When? Will? What?

Now. Yes. True.

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Just an experssion of my feelings :)

At this instant.

For this moment..... =)

Ahh. .let's just have a great night !

I am just shanwen :)

Listen to your heart =)

I wonder . .what makes up of one's heart? =)

Your heart knows the correct answer . . .

People think that the heart is mushy and sentimental. But it's not. The heart is intuitive, holy . It's contextual, it's relational. It doesn't have a wini-lose orientation. At times it may not even seem rational, but the heart has a computing ability that is far more accurate and far more precise than anything within the limits of rational thought.

Listen to your heart . . .

Consciously put your attention in the heart and ask your heart what to do. Then wait for the response - a physical response in the form of a sensation. It may be the faintest level of feeling - but it is there, in your body ^^

can true feelings really be controlled?

Be strong

Back to Ipoh . . .

Waa . . I ate so much == Feeling super unhealthy - lumps of oils and fats inside my body, floating . . AAARRggh . . I want to jog T_____T

But the time i spent with them was precious :)

I miss my popo. I wonder how people would remember me when i die =)

I wonder if you lose it to my father. If yes, I feel so much sorry for you.

More purple flowers would be nice ^^

HApppies =D

CHeeRfulNEss

It's a way of experiencing the present, no matter the weight of the world or the weather. Cheerfulnes celebrates the possibilities of finding meaning around every corner. It buoys me up beyond my individual concerns and invites me and others around me to find something happy about too. Cheerfulness . . . to my perception , is a chain reaction. You make someone happy. That happy person makes another person happy =)

This doesn't mean I hide behind my cheerfulness. I simply lighten and laugh =)

When I detach myself from me and my situation, I don't diminish or deny the circumstances - I want to go beyond them. I see, feel, and appreciate as I separate from distress, I will accept and rise above.

Yet, lijie, you fail to see me as me. . I don't even attempt to hide it in front of you. You always thought i am hiding. When i am not. Why can't I just have a-simple-happy for myself?

I will appreciate every opportunity in each day to connect meaningfully with others. I will take those moments on and make contact. I will appreciate the power to I have to bring meaning to my relationships - the ones I hold dear. I will honor the time and I won't limit my experiences. I am just me :D

I did paused and looked back. Is the pause too short for you? :(