take care, bro !

Hmmm....i know i shouldnt be saying all these...

But the pictures you posted at fb.. duplicate my sorry for my brother for not being able to help him.

Were you there when he cried? For a guy to cry that bad.. alone in overseas.

You are enjoying life while my brother told me he has not stepped into any shopping complexes for 2 months.. Sighs :(

Please. Bless my bro at Taiwan.. Grant him happiness and health and good sleeps :)

I am so happy to receive your call that day !!! thanks for calling on my bday, bee ko !! I spent my last few minutes hearing ur voice !! The best moment of my bday !! :D

My actual gifts :)

I think i almost cried every year on my bday.. LOL.. can't be helped.. I am someone who sucks at hiding my emotions. Especially when i am with someone i am comfy with... And i were almost beaten by dad everyday. So, my birthdays wasnt good ones till i came to Sg :)

But I appreciate all the "gifts" in my life :)

Real Gifts are those which cannot be seen or measured. It was their heart-ful thought and the precious moments and times spent together with them. My gifts in life. Family and friends. Beautiful moments. Good feelings. Light-hearted and awesome sceneries. The comfortable blowing wind and short walks. Comforting hugs. Chimes or soothing sounds。Inside the clear and blue water. A strong refreshing MINT* bath !!! LOL :)

I like all these good feelings alot. Alot. Those were my simple happiness :)

I love my family :)

Super strong chocolate cake !! %^$@!! but Nice T.T

Grass-jelly KOI !!! :D

I didnt know i love green tea so much till i tried this. Thanks for the intro. I had awesome results and making tea experiences from here too!! Teadot rocks my life !! :D

Sometimes...we lost track of time due to the busy pace of life. Some troubles that clouds your heart. Some happening and questions that we keep on ponder for answers for a long long time... Just remember to look up !! The sad time is just for a short time !! Have to keep reminding yourself that and don't spoil someone's day !! I just want peoples around me to be happy :)

Did someone tell you that lotus was once my fav plant when i was small? :)

I met with much more people in my poly life... And i learnt the most in my poly life as compared to my A lvl's and sec schools. No one ever knew. My life turning point starts during my first year of poly. The turning point where i found myself :)

I first started to work and earned my first pay :) I earned for my own studies and that makes my results much more matters to myself. Haha !!

This girl is much more mature than me when i was at her age :)

Awesome ppl that i have met !! :)

HAha !!

They taught and help me alot at work !! I enjoyed my time with them very much !! :)

Mos burger !! Bday Dream come true !! :D

Yogurts!! :D

I am always so happy that my bday month is on the Lantern and

Mooncake Festival month XD

Geradine who always help me alot in my studies and FYP. Plus working together at Subway :)

My awesome poly classmates !! :)

My A level besties !! Didnt know them for long but bonds shared deep ! :) Princess !! I love you !! Thank u for being for there for me always, the both of you!! :)

I have known them half of my life !! :)

I always hate it when i used to take care of them. But when you reached home, greeted by them. Your tiredness all gone !! They're cute max :)

My beloved mum and sisters !! :)

ah plant :)

These are my actual gifts. Not materialised but in different forms of fond memories and moments shared :)

~ 我只是善文 :)

Bday gifts :)

Will look kinda sexy without the shorts !! LOL !! ><

Tq ~ :)

Thanks for all the kind thoughts !! and i love it very much !! :)

Gerad & Xinlin.. both you of make my poly life !! :D

World best sis-in-law and brother!! :D

Bday slice cake from Sinnee :D

Super touched even though it's just a cloth !!! A super special one ! :)

A standing rice scoop by Dexin !! I will use it for my future house okay!! :D

Tear stains

My NOtes have my tear stains on it. LOL

If i have the ability to comfort myself always, just as i comfort others.

" I am so sorry to make you tear so much, heart. " :(

LET'S DO THIS ONE MORE TIME AND EXCEL !!! :)

Ouch..my back....it's really not the time to pain !!! So Uncomfy these days...

I shouldn't complain so much about it... :(

morning prayers ~

Hmmm I did go and pray this morning. More of praying, I find myself talking to guanyin. I first time asking for a fu as well... Sighs... I don't know. Did feel lighter after the pray though :) 

I did went back to the place where I felt dad after my exams that day. I wonder if he will come and visit. Hmmm I miss my dad very much :(

Sighs.... I feel like going for movie !!!!
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seaweeeed

God damn heart !!! Why are you beating so fast!! Super tired and seaweed.... D;

wtf

Not that i didnt make effort to explain and to talk things out with you!! Why you always want to make it into an argument!!! Seriously.... Alot of times already.. How many times more can i avoid ? How many times more you want to avoid the problem and keep ur fucking mouth shut when i talk with you? Fuck it!!

Each time you broke my heart. Those were just simple stuff. I dont want us to be like this. Why are so different now? I find myself unable to talk with you anymore :(

Just seriously....I fucking hate it!!! I didnt do anything wrong. I should be able to enjoy inside my own room and it ended up so much pressure to bear !!!

I just dont know anymore. I should go study.

Do not venture back your old path

Hmmmm....I shouldn't not read a person too much !! Darn !!

I dont want to get to know you more. LOL

I should not get this affected.

Yea i will not want to know you more. I must be crazy =_=

let's manga and finish off some assignments today !! :D

August will be a good month!!

Things that i want to do in my birthday month. Let's treat myself better :)

- Buy shoe ( Shoe abit spoil liao ! )

- Buy hair clip. ( All break liao ! )

- Get a bag :)

- Drink KOI

- Eat MOS burger / Texas Chicken !

- Watch at the full moon for long long

- Watch a movie at least!!

-Buy a box of rochers !

- Go for a walk at Merinchi / climb mountain !

- Catch up with princess!!

-Sleep more !

-Excel in my exams !!!

-Swim more!

-Eat loads of sushi !!! :D

- Go for run !!

- Laugh more!!

- Make a new blogskin too !!

- Buy a tub of youghurt and eat !!! xD

Don't know whether can fulfill all. Seems alot !! ><

Fuck you depression!!!! :(