God, teach me what to do . . .

I am strong !

Please. . be cured !!!

I don't to go back to the previous me !

If this is a sickness....Please be cured !

You can do it, sw !

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Back pain . . plus sleepy . .plus non-stop working brain is all but SHITS....

The worst is that . . All these will keep on coming . . till you don't dare to catch a breathe..

Thanks for being there . . . .

I appreciate that really a lot. . .

I will find back my WILL TO BE HAPPY !!!!!!

What happen to me... I would rather choose stress rather than depress . .

I don't like being so depress. . .not when i can or can't help it..

Is there a reason that i am feeling so fucking depress and sad?

I feel like i can cry anytime. . The study mood is there. But it's affecting my study performance. .

Friends keep saying me stress. . but i am not !

Although they are a lot of work to do . .I dont think it is stress...

the feeling is just not right ! Why feel so bottomless !

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OMG ~

OMG . . what really happen to me? T.T

I have no energy to do anything at all . . . I can't bring myself to think of anything at all. .

I use my brain too much? There are a lot following behind...

MY motivation is there now. . just the feeling not right ! Why so tired ! Why so . . feelingless !!!

I want so much to go to temple...I wonder if this weekend got time and the opportunity =(

I have Metholathum and Singapore Airlines report . .at the same time Organic Chemistry Report coming in . . How high can that be? . . .

Please . . please don't be so down !!!! You can't afford to !!!

sw, jiayou !

temple's peaceful chimes ~

I feel like going to temple.... listening to some chimes and bells..

feeling the wind..the coldness of the stone statues and the temple's chair....

the flowing energy of calmness and peace =)

I miss all those . . . :(

T-T

It was really hard to say "no" and reject their kind offer . . . . when people are just being really kind and concern towards you. . I am really so sorry... =(

It was really guilty when you see a lot of food left over. .when you can eat them but you didnt. Not that you can't....Seeing them so full and uncomfortable makes me more guilty =(

It all hard to reject Bishan's Chicken rice...and Koi's Grass jelly Milk Tea....People bought them for you summo... =(

I wanted to apologize like alot and alot of times.. SORRY !!!!!!

Guilty feelings all built up inside and made me feel like crying when i have to keep on rejecting while you guys kept pushing further...=___= That's why i dont want to talk much. .when i was suppressing my feelings inside..

I hope that i can maintain my mode of study till my exam...It's freaking tired =(

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motivation, where are u ~

I need really solid motivations. . . =(

This morning's badminton lifted me up alittle :D

Andy, thank you very much !!!

It has been some time since i really play and it helps a lot in motivating me . .

I will TURN ON my A level mode !!!!

And study really hard. .My results were really pathetic this time. .

Tore me up a little when teachers approach me asking me why the change in results and friends asking me how well i scored. .

But It's ok !!! I stand up where I fall!!! And will do better next time !

I have to keep telling myself this.....

I CAN DO IT !!!

my weight . . :(

Hmmm . . It was sad. . My weight rebounds back so fast . .Damnnn it

My intensive trainings and efforts all this while . . went to drain =(

I just ate a little bit more than my usual intake. . . T.T

The saddest thing is that there are people out there searching for food and all . . while you are here complaining and being sad about your weight =__="

Yea . .I can't help it but complain. . . =(

T.T